Secret Spells

Dazzling Age

I am at the edge of reality, with a disguised smile,
Ordered commands still progress even though.
An unwanted body with a sorrow soul is crying,
Never knowing why the god had chosen him.

The rage and disappointment had already consumed me,
Hated each and everything around, finally for myself.
At the very end darkness became my companion,
Who did let me hide from the miserable life of mine.

The faith made me cry and even curse the gods,
But nothing happened, like always I was ignored.
I needed somebody who can see me deep inside,
Just to cry on shoulders and hear the future speaking.

Destinies gleamed before my deceived eyes,
But crossing that line, limitations may tie me up.
Actually who decides it's length, I wondered,
Finally ended up before a clear mirror, but It never was.

Then came a sunshine, a lot brighter and warm,
My drowning head felt relived, a smile of freshness lit.
After the tears went dry, the cocoon of despair brew to hatch,
And I was reborn with a scared texture of life ahead.

*****

Live your life and forget your age.
Depressions may come,
But it's our attitude that
Deals with it.