Faith's POV
"What did they do to you?" Brendon asked me.
"They just beat me and...never mind, I don't want to talk about it," I said quietly.
"It's ok, we can talk about it when you're ready. We do have to check out if they broke anything though."
"It's fine, I feel great."
"Well at some point, I'm going to have to see how badly they hurt you," Brendon said.
"Ok, I guess." I then went up to my room and just sat there for a while.
I suddenly sat up and opened my door and quietly tip-toed downstairs and out the backdoor. I went into Tyler's studio. I sat down at the piano and started fooling around with the keys. I had a habit of coming up with random melodies. After everything that has happened, I needed a release. I just really needed to let out my feelings. About Ryan, about Jordan, about the two men, about all these awful things going on in my life. I kept playing the melody and sang whatever came to my head.
You are surrounding all my surroundings
Sounding down the mountain range
Of my left-side brain
You are surrounding all my surroundings
Twisting the kaleidoscope
Behind both of my eyesYeah, that sounds like a pretty good chorus. I grabbed Tyler's notebook and flipped to the very last page. I wrote down the chorus. I didn't exactly know what I wanted the verses to sound like though. I'll just write the verses first.
After almost three hours, I came up with something pretty good. I had two verses down. Verse one, then a chorus, verse two, and then another chorus. I felt like I needed something after that last chorus though. Something to tie the whole song together. Something meaningful. I also started writing a song that I'll call "Fake You Out." It was kinda about Brendon and Tyler. I know they want me to be safe, but sometimes they just feel so far away and distant. And it's also about how although I seem fine about what has all happened to me, it still deeply troubles me, I just haven't told anyone. There is also a rap part that is basically about how I believe that I deserved everything that has happened to me. It was my fault after all. It's also about how in this generation of kids, suicide and self-harm is quite frequent. It's about what society makes us do and how society makes us feel. Society thinks that our generation is the lesser generation and they think we're less important. Many people are suffering from mental illness, but that doesn't make them any less of a person. I sighed and closed the notebook. I got up and walked outside and onto the street, I needed some fresh air. I walked to a park bench and sat down for a while.
Tyler's POV
I could hear what I assumed to be Faith in the studio playing the piano and singing something I assumed she came up with herself. I didn't hear anything after a while and decided to see what she was working on, even though it was nosy. I looked all over for a sheet of paper knowing that she would've written it down somewhere. I looked at my notebook and flipped through the pages until I got to the end. She had one complete song that was really well written and another song that she had a note on the side saying, "Add something after the last chorus." Hm, maybe she wouldn't mind if I added an ending. I sat down and started brainstorming.
Faith's POV
As I was sitting on the bench I noticed a presence beside me and looked over. With fear visible on my face, I looked up at Kenny Harris.
"Aren't you supposed to be in jail?" I stammered out.
"I got bailed out."
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Entertain My Faith // Adopted By Tyler Joseph
FanfictionFaith is a 15-year-old girl that was put up for adoption at age 12. Her dad used to abuse her because her mom died and was never put in jail. Faith suffers from major anxiety and anxiety attacks. After 3 years in the adoption center, a man happens t...