Something New

f...f... fuck..

No ones POV
Katsuki felt heartbroken. He didn't mean it when he told deku that, he was just annoyed and worse, he didn't think he would listen. He grabbed todorokis phone and ran out the house holding onto his side as he whinced in pain from the hits Todoroki took. He ran all the way to the hospital. Out of breath he runs in at the front counter, "What ducking room is deku- izuku midoriya in!" The nurse looked at him. "Sure, please keep your voice-"
"WHAT ROOM DAMNIT!" he slammed his crackling hand on the counter leaving it cracked. The nurse at the desk flinched and typed in the name. "R.. Room.. 321 third floor.." He took off to the elevator which felt like forever you arrive. He looked around. The elevator was coming down slow. He didn't have time. He ran towards the stairs but missed going up and fell down a flight into the parking garage stairs. "Sh.. Shit.." He hit his side and knocked the wind out of him. His hand shaking, breath shirt, he grabbed the railing and climbed the stairs slower than the elevator. "No.." He pushed through the pain, head, arms, legs bleeding, damage inside him.. He pushed and made it to the third floor and found room 321. He pushed opened the door, finding kirishima and todoroki besides the bed. Kirishima stood up and walked to Bakugou. "I think you should leave." Out of breath, Bakugou looked kirishima in the eyes. "I... Think.. You should get the fuck outta my way.." He pushed past kirishima, who tried to stop him only grabbing his side making Bakugou fall over. Todoroki stood in front of Bakugou. "Get out." He looked up at Todoroki. "K..kacc..kacchan..?" He looked over and Todoroki whipped his head over. Izuku on the bed could see Bakugou on the floor in pain with Todoroki satnding in front of him. "Please..  Todoroki don't hurt him!" Todoroki looked at izuku. "YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID-" he began izuku yelled back at Todoroki "don't hurt him! Leave him alone!" Bakugou swung his head low. How could he defend him after what he said after what he put him through.. "Please.. Give us a minute.." Todoroki looked at bakugou and grabbed his chin.  "If you hurt him I will kill you and that's a promise." He threw Bakugous head down and left and dragged kirishima outside with him. "Here.." izuku moved over for Bakugou to lie down next to him because he was hurt. "Why... Are you.. Helping me.." izuku looked as Bakugou struggled to lay on the bed. "I.. Almost... Cost.. Your life.." Izuku grabbed the oxygen mask and wiped it down with anti bacteria wipes. He could see Bakugou holding his side as he struggled to breathe "Here" he said handing it to Bakugou. "I.. Don't need.." He knew he needed it he wouldn't admit it but before he could finish izuku grabbed the side of his face and pressed on the mask. Bakugou took in a few couple of breathes until he was able to hold it himself. "Kacchan.. It wasn't your fault.. I was annoying you and you got mad. But that's not why I did it. I wanted to leave so bad for a long time now. I couldn't keep up.. I wanted you to be happy, even if that means I'm not around. I want the best for you.. And stuff at home too.. My mom is getting sick.. And its scaring me.. But she acts like its fine but I feel like when I try to help her or anyone in that case I dissapoint them.." Bakugou took off the mask able to breathe now. "Becoming the number one hero isn't easy.  Do you want to know why I'm so angry at you all the time? Because half of your time you look up to me.. And it pisses me off because you don't need to follow in someone else's footsteps to be the greatest. Deku, you take your own steps. you have so much, courage, confidence and strength. I know you can be greater than me. Its stupid to see you want to follow me. Because I know for a fact you can be your own greatest hero by making your own paths and taking your own steps.. You don't need someones help, youre already the best as it is! I just don't know why.." Bakugou looked up at izuku who was crying because of what Bakugou said but also because he was holding his hand. "Kacchan I wanted to be like you because I think YOURE the best.  a.. And I want to be the best too." he said. "But you are the best already." Bakugou couldn't believe how nice he was being. He really cared about izuku. He would probably never say it aloud but he did. He rolled his eyes "come here loser" izuku froze, he couldn't believe what he just heard. He jumped onto Bakugou and hugged him tightly and in his ear Bakugou whispered "you're not allowed to leave yet. So don't think about shit like that, and if your mom needs anything I'll stop by a couple of times to see if she needs anything alright?" Izuku nodded. His warm tears on Bakugous shoulders.
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Later that evening, Bakugou went back to the house. He still had Todorokis phone he meant to give it back. he sat on the couch, swung his head low, placed his hands on the back of his neck.  "f...f... Fuck.." Tears fell onto the floor all he could think about was how he could've cost someones life.. He lost friendship with kirishima who probably sees him as less manly now.. And he started tho think how the whole UA will hate him even more now. And worse.. The one person he loved.. Is probably gone now.. And its all his fault.
The door opened as someone walked in. They didnt move from the door they just left it open. It was dark and cold outside now. "Will.. *hicc* will you c.. Close the d.. Damn *hicc* door already?"
*gasp* "Bakugou!" They ran to Bakugou and embraced him "its not your fault! Kirishima told me everything! I know you feel like everything is your fault! But its not!" they were histarical Bakugou looked up. "W.. what are you doing here pikachu.. I thought you hated me.." It was kaminari. "no way man! I could never hate you! You're so cool! And I know you didn't mean what you said to midoriya!" he couldn't believe he was being comforted by kaminari. of all people. But he needed it and it felt nice. He turned and hugged kaminari back. He sobbed into his shoulder. Kaminari couldn't believe he actually hugged him back. He stayed there knowing Bakugou needed someone. Him. He would be there for him as his friend. No matter what.