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the exam training

sorry guys I was grounded for a while and continued writing on paper so now I'll just transport everything here.

Todorokis POV
I had noticed my anxiety was starting to mess up pretty bad, but its probably because we had an exam coming up. It was a small one but apparently we had to fight another student for training purposes. The exam was tomorrow and I don't really think anyone was ready. And I couldn't even focus on class I was too busy thinking about what I did to midoriya. I mean, I kissed him! But its not because I like him.. Oh hell I love him, just.. Not like that. So why did I do it? I guess I was afraid I might never get the chance to do so.. I don't know anymore my mind was blank. Well except for the parts of me worrying about Bakugou.. He was so worked up about the exam and stuff.
Guess my thoughts were cut off shortly as Bakugou just up and left the classroom slamming the door behind him. He did that on his own, no one told him to leave. Hm. I looked up and around the classroom and all I saw was kirishima and midoriya just passing notes back and forth like children. I sighed. Then the bell rang.

Bakugous POV
After I left the classroom I just stayed in the halls not giving a shit what anyone told me. o felt so underpressure and I had no idea why! I felt myself heat up and I knew I needed to calm the fuck down. like, badly. the bell rang shortly and I watched all the kids walked out the classroom and then the last kid to walk out was Todoroki. I walked up to him and tried to make conversation, I didn't know why it was so hard! We practically lived in the same damn house! Ugh. "so, how are you?" I asked. why did I ask? "Uh good I guess. I'm kinda of worked up about the exam tomorrow though. I feel like I'm not strong enough or I'm not ready." he said while he looked at me. "eh you could use a bit of training I guess," he rolled his eyes. "ay well we could train during lunch for a bit if you wanted. I guess to help you or some shit." He looked at me and said, "alright. let's go then." we started walking towards the training center. actually it was just a big empty building we found, but close enough. We walked in and we got ready I guess. we walked in the center and I told him "alright. show me what you can do half n half"

Todorokis POV
Him calling me half n half kinda pissed me off a bit for an unknown reason. but the only thing I did was send ice flying his way. he managed to doge a couple of my sendings of ice but some he couldn't get away froma dn had tried to blast some away. the thing was, he wasn't fighting. he was dodging and watching me as I preformed myself just shooting out ice. "cmon!," he yelled. "you're half n half! Where is that fire of yours!" I was getting more mad. "I refuse to use my left side!"
"That's bullshit! Come on! Youre icy hot for a fucking reason! You using all your ice is going to slow you down! Use your fire its stronger! You barely use it! So it'll be hard to control!," as he kept yelling at me he was dodging every move I was giving him while he kept yelling, finally I stopped and he looked at me.. "But I will help you.. I will help you all you have to do is prove to me YOU ARENT AS WEAK AS YOU LOOK!" I looked at him shocked. I guess I wasn't that intimidating.. I kept sending ice his way but I began to feel weak about it so I was slower with it.. "You're growing weaker with your ice. there is no way in hell, that you would win this fight." he was right but I refuse... "STOP REFUSING AND FIGHT! IF YOU DONT YOURE GOING TO END UP LIKE YOUR FATHER. PATHETIC AND WEAK. HE IS THE 2ND GREATEST HERO AND YOU DONT WANT THAT! YOU WANT TO BE FIRST! STOP HOLDING BACK STOP BEING PATHETIC STOP-!"  I was furious it didn't make sense but I suddenly sent a huge massive wave of hot fire his was and the only thing I saw was him smiling before he got hit. "YOURE WEAK! CONTROL IT!" weak? Just then I was sending both shades of ice like glass and fire at him, he was sending huge explosions back to try and block the ice, "CONTROL IT, PATHETIC!" I kept getting all heated up about it all of a sudden I felt an explosion from the back of my head as I was sent into the wall. I was hurt badly too.. "Youre stubborn. just like your father..-"
"NO!," I sent ice and pinned him up against the wall while slamming him against it. then I tried to control it but I was weak about it but I used my fire and shot it at him, all my force I sent he was struggling and he was wrong for not fighting back. my eyes were filled with rage. his filled with fear. he weakly raised and arm and sent a huge explosion knocking us both back I was sent flying into the wall again. he was down there coughing. I suddenly realized I hurt him.. And he was trying to stop me.. Control it but I wouldn't. he kept telling me over and over. but I wouldn't listen.. "You're.. You're strong.. But youre weak." he got up struggling to stand. "I said control it. but you wouldn't listen damnit! Control your anger, focus on fighting, not on your emotions. Since it was you using your fire I understand, but control it!" He got up and limped out. I saw his leg.. I had hurt him. I looked down at me. I was hurt too. I got my stuff and left. I went to the bathroom to clean up any blood, cuts or scrapes on me. I didn't feel like going to recovery girl so I just went back to class.

Bakugous POV
I went to recovery girl because that damn bastard had fucked up my leg. after that I didn't go back to class. I just went home. I was done for today.
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I stayed in my room all day until I heard the door open to the house.
"Bakugou..?" I didn't say anything. I heard a loud sigh. Then I heard mumbling. I listened close to the door.. "control it.. Weak.. I hurt him.. Pathetic.. Hate.. Fuck!" I heard metal drop. I remembered  one other thing I saw that day I ripped his shirt off was.. His scars on his arm... I ran out of my room "Todoroki!" I saw him on the floor of the kitchen surrounded by small puddles of blood and a kitchen knife next to him, him crying, the lines on his arm bleeding, his shaking, it reminded me of me a few months ago.. It was a terrible sight to see. I ran to him and grabbed a towel "what the fuck dude!" I was panicking.. I didn't want him to hurt himself, I guess I was a little harsh on him but I wanted him to not be afraid of himself.. I grabbed his arm and tried to stop the bleeding.. "I'm so sorry.. I was just.." I was panicking I started to apologize but I couldn't speak. The cuts weren't deep, but they were there. a few minutes later they stopped bleeding. I sat him on the couch and ran to the bathroom, I started the bath with warm water and I walked out. He was starring down at the floor crying. I walked over to him and put an arm around him.. "Hey icy hot.. Uh Todoroki.. come on I filled up the bath I want you to stay in there and relax and have your arms rest in the water to was off.. P.. Please.." My voice started to crack.. I was going to cry. he looked at me and placed a hand on the side of my face and said "okay." He smiled and he stopped crying jeez I didn't expect him to react like that.. I thought he'd refuse. He walked in the bathroom and shut the door. I had left everything in there for him so he will be alright. I touched my gace and felt water on my face. I didn't know I was crying.. But I guess I was. I had a right to be crying. I sat on the couch waiting for him to come out...

Mhm mm mm okay so this sucked but you read it anyway so thank you! ❤ I'll leave this here and continue on a new chapter!