Something New

what now?

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This chapter will be very much longer so it won't confuse anyone. Thank you and enjoy!

Todorokis POV
I lightly touched the skin on both arms up and down, back and forth and felt the scars between my fingers and hands. I went up to my wrist and squeezed. God I'm such an idiot. Why was I like this? How could I stop this. I felt a tear hit my arm as I released my wrist. I haven't slept harmed ever since that one day with the training and Bakugou.. I wiped away the tears coming and I sat up straight and took a deep breath. I turned on the TV and waited for Bakugou to come home.
A few minutes later I heard the door began to open. I sighed. He came in and peeked his head in. "Hey, how are you?" He said while locking the door. "I'm alright." He came and sat down next to me as he put his arm around me. "You sure? You hungry? I'm guessing you didn't eat." He walked to the kitchen he was being so.. Nicer than usual. Gentle.. Guess hes just worried. "How was it with that lady? Any help?" He yelled from the kitchen. "It was.. Something. I got to answer many questions."
Silence.
I waited for him to respond but I heard nothing. "Yeah but that was it so it was a pretty okay day." I said. still he wouldn't answer. "Bakugou?" Nothing. I walked into the kitchen and he was just staring down in the sink crying silently a bit. I put my hand on his back and he tensed up. He stood up and wiped his face. "Uhm. well I'm glad you had a good day." he said while pushing me out of the way to the stove wiping his eyes. "Uhm sorry. just some dust or something in my damn eye." he forced a laugh. I put my arms around him from his side and I rested my hand on his shoulder. "how was your day?" I asked. "mine? Well.. It was eventful." It really was though she kept asking me personal questions, but I suppose that's what a therapist does when you first meet them. I poked his arm. "hey." I said while looking at him. "hey." He said as he walked to the cabinets to get some plates. "I missed you" I say as I hug his arm tightly. he pauses. "yeah, I missed you too." He looked at me then walked to the Table. I stand there as his arm leaves my arms that were around him as he walked away. he put the food on the table and it was just noodles with a lot of seasoning and spices in the broth. *sluuuuuuuuuurp* ;)
After dinner I sat on the couch and Bakugou was on the table doing homework. It got pretty later in the day ; I dont find much satisfaction in television so I joined him back at the table. once he finished he closed his book and said he was going to bed. I looked at the clock its was only 634. but he walked to the bedroom. I got this sudden feeling he was shutting me out but I didn't know why. But it hurt really bad.

Bakugous POV
I don't know why in the HELL I was acting up I just got a bad, damn attitude and shit, I tried not to talk to him because I knew I wouldve yelled,I was really hot in the head and I needed to calm down. I tried to push everything away and do homework but he came and stared at me the whole time so I just went to the fucking room. I wish he knew he could hurt himself if he came close to me when I was in an emotional state. It FUCKING SUCKS BECAUSE IM BEATING MYSLEF UP ABOUT SHIT AND IM WORRIED ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN MYSELF AND ITS NEW AND ITS TEARING ME APART! ITS WORSE THAN THAT DAMN DEKU TALKING TO ME OR TRYNA BE BETTER THAN ME! I DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I sure as HELL no that hes going to realize I'm a bad person the leave! FOR FUCKS SAKE .. GAH!! just then as I was yelling at myself I felt a warm liquid run down my hand. I looked and saw my hand stuck in the wall. I'm such a little bitch for that. "fucking GREAT!" I heard a knock on the door. "B, Bakugou? You okay in there? Open the door please.." It was Todoroki. Him wanting to come in? No he needs to stay away from me. I could hurt him. "JUST FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW ALRIGHT!" he sighed. He knocked softly. ".. Please.." He spoke through the door. "You don't know what I can do to you.."
"But I know what you won't do."
"How in the hell do you know what I'm capable of!"
"Bakugou, I know you won't hurt me. Not on purpose you wouldn't mean to do that. you can but its never not once been on purpose. please listen to me, Bakugou just open the door please."
I pulled a sleeve down over my hand and opened the door and I sat on my bed.

Todorokis POV
he opened the door and backed up to his bed and sat. I looked at the hole in the wall besides the bed. I saw his hand bleeding through his sleeve. I looked at him. face red from anger. tears on the edge of his eyes. then I walked away. But I came back seconds later with the first aid kit. "let me see your hand." he held out his arm and I grabbed some wipes and started cleaning off the blood. I applied medicine on the cuts and wrapped his hand in a bandage. I set the kitchen down on the desk and sat on the bed next to him. "its going to be alright. I know this because, you have helped me through a lot but you don't realize it. no more shouting. no more punching. no more tears. no more giving up. let's just not worry about anything but each other. if we stay together how we are now, we will be okay. I promise you because I don't plan on leaving you anytime soon. at all even. don't worry about anything. I love you" I smiled and he nodded. "yeah alright. I love you too." he said wiping his face.

Later The next day neither of us went to school. it was friday and we decided to stay home together. I looked at Bakugou sitting next to me on the couch and I smiled to myself. he looked at me and smiled. "what?" He said. then he turned off the TV. "nothing good on TV anymore" I laughed. we stared at eachother for a moment. there was a peaceful silence that fell around us but it was comforting. There was a knock at the door. I got up and opened it to see Ejirio, Ahido, izuku, Tenya, kaminari, and sero. "hello" I say
"Todoroki!" They all yell before attacking me with a group hug. "god we missed you Todoroki-kun!" Midoriya said. "yeah we wanted to check up on you! And I wanted to apologize for the other day-" kirishima spoke but I stopped him. " its alright, I should be the one apologizing." "How have you been man!" Kaminari slaps my shoulder. "yeah we all have been worried especially because you haven't been at school!" Sero jumps up next to kaminari. "id appreciate it if you get well soon so you don't miss anymore lessons. but I will help you catch up on anything if needed." Tenya says waving his arms in the back. "Eeee! We just missed you so much!" Ashido said hugging me tightly. "Oi. fuck off my boyfriend alright?" Bakugou said standing next to me. just then Mina backed off. "please, come in"
I say as I realize they have been standing outside a while. they all sit on the couch except kaminari, sero, mina and Ejirio , they are on the floor sitting. I don't know why. We all talk for a while till Mina says "hey! Since its friday we should all have a sleepover at my house! The whole 1A class will be invited!" A sleepover huh. Bakugou would hate that. "okay. I'm in" I say leaning forward joined by other 'me too's' coming from everyone else except Bakugou. We all turn to him. "no." He says. I turn my head away. "its okay Todoroki-kun! We will all be with you!" Mina says. "y- yeah! You won't be alone!" Izuku adds in. "Okay well thank you guys. what time?" I asked. this would be exciting I thought.

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