Something New

here is what happened

For those of you who are confused...... Just a disclaimer, Todoroki got depression then he met Bakugou and everything was going good once they got together Todoroki felt like he wasn't enough and his little encounter with kirishima shows that he is jealous in a different way and thinks that Bakugou will leave him for someone better. Bakugou will show that he has noticed this but has never said anything because he was afraid to. In Bakugous POV it will explain how. So thank you for reading this chapter. Enjoy.

Bakugous POV
Of course. It was all coming back. Sure I noticed the symptoms. I just never wouldve thought..
I let him go and he stood there crying softly now eyes vlosed, head towards the ground, I put a hand on his shoulder, "I hope you know that youre not alone.. I am here for you and I'm not going anywhere.. I hate to see you like this.. I.. I saw it happening.. But o didn't do anything about it. Fuck! I couldve helped you! But I FUCKING DIDNT!," I looked at him and took a step back as anger filled inside of me. "Bakugou.. I-"
"I couldve done something! But I was.. I could've DONE SOMETHING! but I WAS TOO SCARED TO ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING!" I threw my arms in the air, scoffed, pissed at myself for not doing a DAMN thing.. "I couldn't even help you if I tried." I sat down on the couch realizing this isn't helping him one bit. I sighed and looked at him. "this isn't helping. me yelling and getting mad. it isn't helping. I'm sorry. I knoe it isn't. you need someone who can really help you. I mean really help you.." He looked at me. eyes pouring out. what was I doing.. I didn't even know anymore. I got up, hugged him as he cried back into my shoulder. I picked him up, carried him to the couch, sat him down, wiped his tears off with my sleeve.. I looked into his eyes and planted a soft reassuring kiss on his lips.. "Its going to be alright.. I promise." And it was.

Todorokis POV
I never wanted him to know it was coming back.. I just wasn't in a healthy stage of my life. He promised me it would be okay. and I believe him.
The next day Bakugou set out to go find me a personal therapist which I didnt really like the idea of but he said it would help him and me. so I gave it a try. today is the first day and Bakugou talked to Aziawa about everything happening. I could always go to school but he insisted on going letting me stay home whenever I needed it wouldn't be held against me considering the fact I got in the school without an entrance exam.
Bakugou left for school and there was a knock of the door shortly after. I opened the door to reveal a small girl. she had light blue eyes and Dark blue hair. "good morning mr shoto. my name is key makes. but you can call me key!" I smiled and let her in and we sat down on the couch. "would you like anything?" I asked to be polite. "no no, I'm alright. if you dont mind i would like to start by asking some questions."
I nodded. "when did this all start.."
I explained everything and she kept asking tgese questions and I kept answering. one thing she asked me was how I felt about myself. I didn't really feel anything wrong with me until I met Bakugou. Thats when everything about my appearance changed. I feel like I'm not good enough. I explained how I felt and how I saw myself. she gave me some techniques to try and had me start using them as she left.
I waved goodbye and I went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and tried talking to myself but found it ridiculous. I grabbed a journal I assumed was empty but it wasn't. she had told me to write things down but I never thought about it. I opened the journal and saw all these writings. I know I shouldn't have looked through it but I saw my name and got curious.
'Day 35. icy hot is more like just hot. but that's not why I like him. its not his different colored eyes and how they sparkle in the light coming through from the window. its not his different sides of hair and how they combine stand by strand in the middle of how they loosely drape over his eyes. its not his soft shade of pink lips. and its not his body every time he moves. its the fact he doesn't have interest in me. I'm not about looks I'm about personality. and he has a great one. usually I'll ask shitty hair about what he likes, food, people, clothes usually anything. he siad he would be my wingman. hell does that mean. WHY THE HELL AM I WRITING ABOUT THIS SHIT probably because you love the dude you dumbass! What a fucking CREEP I am. I can't live him I barley know him. and his stupid face and eyes and stupid hair and his stupid EVERYTHING  kill me now!'
What.. Was.. That..

Bakugous POV
class was so fucking slow. I wonder how Todoroki is doing.. I hope hes okay. I felt my phone vibrate. I opened it. its from Todoroki. 'I love you.' It read. what the hell was that supposed to mean? .... 'I love you too.' Send.
I smiled to myself and saw Shitty hair staring at me. he smiled back. ugh.
Lunch came soon and I sat with pinky, shitty hair, pikachu, and tape. "so Bakugou, hows Todoroki?" The pink one asked. "Hes fine." I looked at her. "oh I was just wondering because he isn't here today." I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah man, could we come over and visit later?" I barley choked on my food as I heard all of them say that. "uh, sure. But I'm leaving after lunch to go see him. I don't want to leave him alone." I said as I stood up.
"Aww because you miss him?" Pikachu asked. "sure." I walked away. actually I was scared to leave him alone. I didn't know what could happen. I know what hes capable of. Just worried I don't want to lose him.. Not now, not ever.

Okay so ive been sick and haven't updated but here is a small chapter so hopefully everyone is aware of whats happening now. the time line in BNHA may be a little different since I'm going off of what I want or think to happen :) thank you for reading bye!