Something New

the situation

Small trigger warning for some people))

Bakugous POV
Todoroki had been in the bath for 30 minutes now.. I hope he was doing okay. I decided to clean up after I realized I shouldve cleaned up before everything was still there. I grabbed rubbing alcohol and some napkins and I started to clean the floor where the blood was. It made me so sad, I hated this.. It just all took me back. Not that long ago maybe a year? Or two, I was just like him.. But i dont know what he is going through so i guess i cant say that. Well, I felt worthless and like everything was my fault, I hated myself. I slowly got over it after accepting that I can be the greatest and I am the greatest. I stopped the suicidal thoughts, and suicide attempts, I stopped the self harming, I tried to stop the tears and I tried to replace my emotions, but that didn't always work. I realized how it can make you feel so weak. I just don't want Todoroki to keep going through that, or whatever he is going through, its not healthy or good abd its not safe. I understand its not easy at all.. And how you can feel so alone in a room full of people.. I just need to keep letting him now that.. I'm here for him. I want him to know.. I need him to know.
I heard the bathroom door creek open. "Uhm.. Bakugou..?" I looked up and saw a half naked boy standing in the door way. "Jeez half n half," I was blushing a bit but the house was kinda dark so you couldn't really see. "Uhm well I don't have any clothes.. So Uhm.." Damn. I forgot about that. I walked to my room and grabbed some things along with my sweatshirt and some sweat pants. I came back and handed them to him "sorry, I don't have any clothes or property here. I mean you did drag me here by force.." He let out a small I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "Maybe we can go shopping for some.. Things for you." it was a suggestion I thought I'd throw out there. "yeah.." He said while walking back inside the bathroom.
Goooooooood why was life so complicated. a few minutes later Todoroki comes out the bathroom with my clothes on. It was so cute to see him in my clothes.. Anyway, I gestured for him to come sit next to me on the couch. he did so, I looked at him, "Todoroki, what's going on.. Please, uh tell me. I wanna be aware so I can maybe help or something." He looked at me.

We all know todorokis story so I'm gonna kinda skip most of it.
Still Bakugous POV)
"Then my father eanted me to be like him. he didn't choose my sister, or my brothers, but im kind of glad they didn't have to go through what I went through.. But our family was falling apart. Toya left.. To who knows where, my mom was gone, and my father wasn't really a father.. So we just tried, me and my siblings, tried to stay together as a loving family. and we did manage to do that. But as for my father and the 'training', he put me through.. So much. i would make a mistake every now and then, but to him, I was the mistake.. I began to believe that he was right. I don't talk a lot in class because I don't want people to be my friend or begin to like me because I know what I can do to them. I can hurt them.. And I don't want to hurt anyone.. But Bakugou.. Tell me.. You are a guy who wants to surprass everyone. You believe you are better, and that you don't need us. So.. Why did you decide to talk to well, me?"
He was talking a lot and I just kept listening. but that one question had me questioning myself. Why did I talk to him, why did I help him, why him..
"I don't honestly know, I hated your guts and your stupid face and your stupid smile and your stupid hair," he looked at me. Everyone liked him for his looks.. But that's not why I liked him..
"When I heard someone got in the school without having to compete about it I wanted to see who thought they were so tough. but I saw you, and I saw that you only used one power and not the other I just didn't understand why. you kept hanging out with that damn deku every time I would go to try and knock his books off his desk or something like that you would always talk to him about things. sometimes I'll admit id listen, but when I would hear something personal I'd walk away. the first time I looked in your eyes I felt a connection, I uh.. I felt like you could be the strongest, the greatest.. I guess.. But you just needed a little push with how to over come some things. So I thought that one day in detention, I'd wait for you, just to see howd you react to a couple of things I just didn't know you'd fall and we'd have a fight about it. That's when everything changed. and also being the kid of the second greatest Loser has to suck so, sorry." And I thought he talked a lot. ha!  he looked away, "Uhm.. About a year ago.. I tried to jump off the city bridge. but I.. I didn't. w- well, I had looked up and I saw a beautiful view, but it didn't help. I knew somewhere out in that beautiful viee of the city my father was there waiting to just tell me how bad of a mistake I was. w, well.. I had looked down, I had closed my eyes.. I had took one step forward, and I jumped," I looked at Todoroki. I wanted to cry but I let him finish. "I jumped.. Until someone grabbed my hand.. He pulled me up and he.. He said, "dude be more fucking careful." and I just looked at him. He had a small worried look on his face but I knew he panicked and said that. he knew what I was doing, but he stopped me. at the last minute too. So when I got in UA and I walked in.. The first thing I noticed was the guy that saved my life that day. I wasn't happy he did, but now I'm kind of glad.. That's why I agreed to talk with you Bakugou. Its why I agreed with everything you had asked me. You didnt recognize me but that was okay because I tried to hide my cover about it. But I was just so glad I got to meet you.." HOLY SHIT! I SAVED HIS LIFE! GOD I REMEMBER THAT DAY. I looked at him wide eyed. He smiled at me but tears started pouring down his face.. I was shocked and I don't know what came over me I just let my mind take control. I pulled him into a hug, I wiped his cheeks off with my hand, I held his face and as he blushed, I.. I leaned in and I kissed him.

GASP TO BE CONTINUEDDDD SORRY guys but I like writing this book so much and how I can write this from my stuff in my style. this was all Baku's pov but I promise next chapter there will be todo's! ❤ ha xo