Randy ddlb

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edit : Okay so I realized I've fucked yo by not putting the necessary trigger warnings because of the mindset I was in when I wrote it, so TW: past abuse, rape, self hate

Okay so he kept like talking bad about his hair and kinda making comments about him self and being like reallyyyyyy hyper in that randy live so I was getting some little vibes but also a "he needs to be reassured by his daddy" sorta vibes with like the hair and everything so we're gonna go off that for a little bit if inspiration and it'll probably suck so sorry

Third person

(As they're live)

"I'm so jealous of you guys. I have to actually do my hair for it to look presentable..." rye said with a pout.

"My hairs not presentable that's why I'm wearing a hat." Andy said.

"Yeah but mine has this like curve."

"You have a little cowlick it's cute." Andy told him.

(I'm gonna alter it a bit to make it like... more fitting)

As the live went on Rye was really hyper and Andy was struggling to contain him.

And then Rye said something about his weight. And Andy snapped a little. Reaching and grabbing Ryes wrist in his hand out of the shot of the screen, as a warning.

And It was then that Rye knew: he fucked up.(sowwy 😂)

Because he wasn't supposed to talk bad about himself. And he just did. To thousands of fans. And right in front of his daddy.

Cause see Rye was a little. When it was just him and Andy in the band, Rye had a boyfriend. Who was also his daddy. And then one day Rye comes home covered in bruises and cuts, shaking and crying. And if the ex mysteriously disappeared the next day and was never found again, no one had to know.

Flashback sorta thing pov

But as soon as Andy had seen him, he kinda just went into his daddy mode. He grabbed the small boy and took him to the bathroom. Lifting him up to sit on the counter. And he'd made him take his clothes off, to see more bruises. Rye had bruises on his wrists, his hips, and just about everywhere. But it kinda made it obvious what had happened to Andy.

"Rye. Ryan. Baby. Did he... did he hurt you... sexually?" Andy asked a bit hesitantly, but with a stern tone in his voice.

Rye whimpered, and nodded. He was in little space from being hurt and desperately trying to hide it from the older boy.

Andy grabbed his wrist, looking at the bruises, and Rye whimpered. All he wanted was to just... disappear. He didn't want to see the bruises. He didn't want to have the flashbacks. And he definitely didn't want to have to see Andy call him a freak and leave him because he was a little and god he couldn't hide it any longer.

Andy looked up at Ryes face, seeing the tears. Seeing the pain in his eyes.

"Rye, how long has he been hurting you?" Andy asked gently.

"H-he didn't physically hurt me until today... but he always calls me useless. Says I'm a disappointment. He said all I'm good for is a good fuck..." and then Rye mumbled something incoherent.

"Speak up Ryan. I couldn't hear you. What else did he say?" Andy commanded.

Looking down, Rye whispered ,"he said I was a freak. A freak cause I act like a baby... cause I'm a little"

And then he whimpered and said, "please don't hate me. I don't think I can handle you hating me." He looked away with tears in his eyes.

"Hey shhh baby. You're okay. It's okay. I'm never gonna hate you. You're too precious for that."

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