Brandy ddlb

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TW: referenced past self harm, insecurities

Third person

As they were live, Brooky(sorry I refuse to call him anything else) was making little "jokes" about himself. But really they were just jabs. He was extremely insecure. And he said it in front of his boyfriend. Andy. Who's also his daddy. Who didn't like that very much.

As they were talking about something, Brooky made a comment about his face. And then about his weight. And then about his personality.

And so, Andy ended the live. Saying "thanks for watching guys. Palsyotfs."

And Brooky panicked. Cause he realized what he'd been doing. And that sent him into headspace.

"Daddy im sowwy. Is didn't mean to." He whimpered.

"Shhh I know baby boy. 'S Okay, you're okay. Brooky baby you are perfect in my eyes okay? I know you don't believe it but you are. It's okay though I'll love you enough for the both of us until you can love yourself. But until then I think I need to tell my beautiful baby everything about him that I love."

The younger blonde whined, curling up against Andy's chest.

"Is weally sowwy daddy...." as a tear started to run down his cheek.

"Shhhhhh it's okay love."

Andy picked him up and placed him so he was laying on the bed, and then started to undress him.

Brooky looked at him confused.

"Shhh baby boy I got you I'm just doing this to show you what I thinks beautiful baby. It's okay baby I'll leave your underwear on." He reassured him, before giving him his paci.

First he kissed his face. Starting with his forehead, then his nose, his cheeks, his jaw line, then his lips, removing the paci.

"I love your face. Love your pretty eyes, and I love how your cheeks look when you smile, and I love your lips. Your lips are perfect for daddy to kiss. And you look adorable with your paci." He winked and put the paci back in his baby's mouth.

Then he kissed down his neck, not in a sexual way just gentle kisses. He kissed his chest, and his tummy.

"I love your chest cause if I lay on it I can hear your heart. That's so cool isn't it baby?" Brook nodded, "I love your tummy cause it's perfect for me to hold you. And it's cute. You're cute babyboy. My cute little babyboy."

He picked up Brookys hands, kissing his palms, and then kissing his wrists.

"I love your hands. They're perfect for daddy to hold aren't they baby? And I love your wrists. I love every single mark on them. The only thing daddy doesn't love baby, is how long you were hurting yourself because you were too little to deal with it by yourself, all the stress, before you came to me."

Crawling back up the bed, he saw Brooky was crying. "I love you babyboy." He said before kissing him over his paci.

He pulled the younger boy on his chest and just let him relax. After all he deserved it. Besides Brooky fell asleep on him almost immediately and then he fell asleep, holding his boy.

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