His Little Sister (Motionless in White Fan-Fiction)

Don't Text Me (15)

After the situation with Oli went down, I've been sitting on the living floor for about 10 minutes now.

I stood from the exact spot I was sitting at, then walked up to the bedroom.

I saw Ricky reading. I didn't say anything, I just took my jacket off and crawled into bed with him, making my way between him arms, burying my face into his chest.

I felt his arms around me grip tighter.

We both remained silent, I then started crying some more.

Man what's with all this crying? Must be the pregnancy.

"Sh Sh shh, don't cry my sweetheart." Ricky spoke in a soothing tone.

"Do you even love me anymore?" I asked.

"What kind of a question is that?" Ricky asked.

"Today, Oli told me he loved me." I confessed, sitting up, looking at Ricky.

Ricky sat up as well, putting his book down.

"He what?" Ricky questioned.

"When we went to the park when I was sad, he asked if you really loved me and it got me thinking, he then confessed his love for me and then told me he was coming back to get his things." I replied.

"You know I'm going to support you with the pregnancy?" Ricky said.

My stomach felt a tickle on the inside, it was like when I first met him all over again.

"I don't even know why you love me, after everything we've been through, you could be with someone so much better than me by now, why me?" I asked.

"Because I could never find someone with the same heart as you, I couldn't ever find someone who will care for me like you, I also could never find someone who makes my coffee exactly how I like it, besides you. Besides all that Ellie, I love you so fucking much you have no idea. I'm never going anywhere and we together are going to raise that infant baby thing inside you together forever." Ricky spoke in a calm tone, holding my hands.

"I love you." I pouted, hugging him.

"So you're about 3-4 months pregnant?" Ricky asked.

"Yeah something like that." I replied.

"When do we know if it's a boy or a girl?" Ricky asked, poking at my stomach.

"Next month I believe, I haven't set up an appointment yet but I should probably do that right?" I asked, looking down at my stomach.

"Yes, would you like to make one now so you don't forget later?" Ricky asked, pulling up clinics on his phone.

"Yes." I smiled, grabbing his phone and dialing a number to call to make an appointment.

I made the appointment and then cuddled in bed with my man, watching movies the rest of the night.

Drifting off to sleep, numerous thought fill my head.

I finally fell fast asleep.

I occasionally was awoken in the night to snoring right next to my ear but then falling back asleep to tattooed arms wrapped around me.

I finally officially woke up to the smell of coffee and French toast being made. I got up and saw Ricky was no longer right next to me.

Walking out of my room, into the kitchen, I see Ricky in a black t-shirt and black joggers.

"What is all of this?" I giggled.

"I wanted to make breakfast for my lovely girlfriend." Ricky smiled, kissing my cheek.

"Thank you so much baby I appreciate it." I smiled, enjoying my French toast.

"I also made some coffee so just grab some when you're ready." Ricky said, gesturing to our Keurig coffee pot.

"I'm not sure if I'm correct or not but I'm pretty sure it's not recommended for pregnant ladies to drink coffee, you know caffeine and shit." I said.

"Oh yeah right, hmm I think we have apple juice, do you like apple juice?" Ricky asked, walking to the fridge.

I nodded yes and was handed apple juice to.

"I got a message from Chris and he should be coming over in a bit if that's okay?" I asked.

"Yeah I have no problem with it, I think it's to talk about tour." Ricky conversed with me.

There was a knock on our front door. I got up to go open it. Chris appears in front of me.

"Heyooo I brought doughnuts." Chris announced with zero makeup or eyebrows on his face.

"Hi Chris, come in, Ricky and I were just cleaning up." I smiled, shutting the door behind Chris while he took his shoes off.

"So are you guys good now or?" Chris asked as genuine as possible.

"Yes." I smiled, looking down at my barely showing stomach.

"Rickster what's up, what's been happening?" Chris asked, going in for the bro hug with Ricky.

"Nothing much, I've been reading a lot, what about you?" Ricky asked.

"Talking and planning hella tours with Josh, it's a huge pain in the ass."

"When is our next announced tour?" Ricky asked, taking a sip of his coffee.

"We announce tonight and don't go on tour until 2 months. I believe it's just a standard U.S. tour with a location in Canada." Chris replied to Ricky, taking a bite out of a cinnamon toast doughnut.

"How long is the tour?" I asked, biting my lip nervously.

"About a month and a half." Chris said.

I looked at Ricky with sad eyes.

"Chris, I'm 4 months pregnant, you don't tour until 2 months and then will be gone for a whole month, I'm going to be by myself. Pregnant and alone." I sighed.

"Well you could always come with." Chris suggested.

"I have my school priorities here, I want to accomplish as much of my college classes as I can so I can graduate with a Bachelors degree before this baby comes, besides, you won't have room for a big ol' hormone having lady like me." I shrugged, putting my apple juice cup down.

"It's going to be all fine my love, whenever we have off days, I can always send you money to fly you out to wherever we are. Don't stress about it too much my love." Ricky spoke, wrapping his arms around me.

"You have nothing to worry about, you won't be alone, you have Oli to stay with you." Chris smiled.

Ricky gave Chris a "shut up" glare.

"No, no I don't." I sighed with a saddened tone.

Chris looked at me for some sort of explanation.

"He is no longer in my life, it's the best for the both of us, him and I are just better away from each other if that makes sense." I explained to Chris.

Chris nodded and the whole afternoon was just the three of us having conversations about the past and the future.

I am surrounding myself with happiness, not only for myself and the people I love around me, but also for the life of the child I am carrying inside me.

I will forever love and protect this child with all my heart even if it means my life on the line.

To my baby I will eventually hold in my arms, no one will love you and protect you more than me, your daddy, and your uncle Chris. We love you, to our unknown baby we have yet to find out.

-your mommy <3