I Lived to Love You

Chapter 4

"Again!" Jeonghan said in a commanding voice and i threw another knife but missed the target AGAIN!

"Ughhhh! This is killing me" I complained

"Again" he said once more and i threw another knife but i still missed the target

"Ok, ok. Let put it like this. Collect all your anger and use that anger to force yourself to throw the knife" Jeonghan explained

"I'm not mad though" i said and looked at him as he sighed but then smirked as if he got an idea

"Really? You're not mad at that Jimin?..." he started and that got my attention which forced me to grip on the knife's handle tighter and turn my back at him.

"And that Mina? Wasn't she the girl who replaced you?" He stated and my grip tightened even more

"I mean, i saw her picture. She's pretty, sexy and hot, while you... here you are with a sweater and sweat pants while training and you keep on wearing those thick glasses of yours" i closed my eyes trying to contain myself

"Comparing you and Mina is like comparing a stone to a gem" he said and that triggered it.

I threw the knife not even looking at the target then slammed Jeonghan against the wall and I saw his eyes fill with shock

"Never. Compare me. And that girl. Every. Again!" I said not missing a beat and i saw him smirk at my actions

"After your throw I wouldn't dare mess with you" He said and i looked at him confused.

For a second he looked at the target so i looked as well. I was shocked to see i hit the center and the knife was buried deep

I smiled and giggled which turned into a small laugh

"I did it" i said as if i did something great

"You sure did" He said smiling at me

My adrenalin kicked in and i lunged at Jeonghan giving him a hug, i felt him freeze on the spot while he was taken aback because of my sudden actions

"Thank you" I said as he hugged back

"Sure thing" he replied and i pulled back and stood there awkwardly, even he wasn't able to make eye contact with me

"Hey Y/n, Solar said we need to go home" Jennie said and appeared out of nowhere

"Sure, let's go" i said and walked towards the door but gave Jeonghan a smile before leaving

"Where the hell are my stuff?!" I shouted and looked at my empty bedroom

"At YOUR house, we'll be staying there since classes will start soon and mom and solar needs to go to America" Jennie explain as Solar just looked at me with a tender smile

"You mean..." i asked trailing off and she nodded

"You've been enrolled back at your previous school" Solar said with a saddened smile

I kept quiet and looked down and as they saw my reaction Jennie then spoke up

"But, i will be there with you. I told mom that I'll study with you from now on" she said and i smiled.

"Come on, you girls need to get there before dark" solar said and we headed out the house and locked it.

I stood infront of my old house unable to push back the memories i had with my parents

"Hey, you ok?" Jennie asked as she placed her hand on my right shoulder 

"Yeah,... I hope" i said and stepped inside

"I think Solar had already placed our stuff in our room" She said and walked upstairs while i followed her.

Solar was checking the kitchen when we went upstairs to check our rooms.

We first went to Jennie's which was the room that was just across mine.

We entered the room and it brought back memories, I still remembered Jimin sleeping in this room when he wanted to stay the night.

The decor was different though it changed alot. But Solar actually told us on the way here that they did a tad bit of renovation to the house.

After I helped Jennie settle in Solar came upstairs and helped with the boxes.

Then the three of us went to my room and it was quite the same. The black and white theme, the decor and the pictures were untouched, but when i check my closet...

"WHERE ARE MY CLOTHES?!" I screamed as if a burglar came and took them

"Those were clothes?" Solar asked with one brow raised

"Obviously" I replied and Jennie let out a small laugh.

"We kept them stored away, besides those new ones are way better" Jennie said as i looked at my closet

It was filled with clothes. Jeans, ripped jeans, shirts, sweaters, dresses, skirts, crop tops, tees, cardigans and alot more. While my shoe ramp was held heels, sneakers, boots and so on.

"Are you trying to spoil me?" I asked while crossing my arms

"No we're not. We just thought that you need a change of wardrobe, that's all" Jennie replied and i just nodded in response.

I'm thankful that they cared but my comfortable clothes are gone (╥﹏╥)

They got out of my room and closed the door behind them. Solar told us that she would be leaving and that if we need anything we just needed to call

Well, maybe it's for the best...
New start...
New life...
New me...

Ok now I'm starting to think that my life is based on a wattpad story. Weird right?