Finn
I can't stop. I want to but I can't. I just can't stop thinking about her. She plagues me in my dreams and taunts me when I am awake. I know I'll never have her, but I want her. Every fiber of my being, every atom in my body yearns for her. All I need is one touch. But no! I know I'll want more. I can't have her! But she consumes my every thought! Why must this happen to me? 'Lo' you know you can't have her so you must stop this nonsense!' I say to myself but it doesn't help. I don't know for how long I can keep this hidden. I can't allow it to be uncovered or else everything will shatter as a broken glass shatters from an opera singer's highest note.
'What can I do, Oh Lord, to expel these thoughts from my mind?!' I say to God, but yet I get no response. And so I retire to my cold, dark, lonely bed, with only I to comfort me. I don't want to close my eyes but yet again I never want to open them. Eventually sleep overtakes me and I dream of her. I can smell her, she smells of lavender. The way she did when I first met her. Her smile is so beautiful and her laugh is that of a carefree child. I wake to hear a beautiful voice singing. It's the most beautiful sound that I've ever heard. It's her, I know it is. She is singing to calm the baby after he has cried and awoken her. I want her so badly. All I can ever do is think about Logan.
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The World We Once Knew
Любовные романыIn a world of chaos and danger two worlds will collide. Logan is a girl who is just trying to survive the chaos that has become the United States. As anarchy rules the land now, she desperately makes her way to the South, where she can board a boat...