My 4th Drawing Book And Shiz

*aggressively pokes someone with a knife*

Have any of you had a dream where you stabbed someone in the head?

I kinda did but jeez

I was at home with my dad and sister. They were in the bedroom.

Just then I knew something was wrong until I saw these weird creatures with just their bodies and tiny legs. There were two of them, and they came out of two doors from my house; Another bedroom and the bathroom.

I locked the doors before they could get out. Luckily I did before they could reach out.

Then for some reason, I don't remember how, my sister got in the bathroom and then one of the monster had the same head as my brother. So I was terrified. Our house is small so there were scissors hanging by the fridge nearby and I grabbed it and started to try and stab the monster on the head.

I tried for so many times but the scissors would stab through its head. Instead, it peeled off the skin of its head after every failed attempt and the scissors would just slide down the side to peel the skin.

It terrified me. It really did. I even cried in that dream and dang.

ANYWAY some actual good news I have is

Maybe I'll consider trying to draw Lake again? Or trolls in general

After school ends maybe?

Idk

I kinda don't think it'd do any good anyway

Like a 50/50 whether it's gonna make people talk with me again or something like that.

Like ever since I decided to not draw trolls anymore, I drifted away, and no one seemed to be bothered. So I moved on, apparently.

Until today, it still kinda hurts me for some reason, like I just lost everything that mattered. Or probably I never mattered to anything at all and the loss was just pointless.

I don't think me wanting to draw trolls again is gonna change anything. It's just gonna be pathetic of me and pointless.

I just feel like I'm missing out on so much even if I wanted people to go away. Somehow, it just hurts and I can't blame them.

Here's a comic anyway