FOREVER US

That guy I don't like

SANDRA

My phone is ringing so I  get up and pick it up muttering a silent prayer over and over again please don't let it be him. Its him. I  look at the phone with a frown on my face but i answer the call anyway. It is Zain, he is asking how I am doing and if my day went well. He asks if I have eaten or if I had enough to sustain me. Listening to him is torture really. Not because I hate him but because I wish he didn't like me a little bit much. From the bottom of my heart I  wish he would just act like a moron and not be caring at all because my heartless mind is now commenting how his boring concerns were not welcome.

Can't he get a life?       

He says good night and as usual  asks me to call him at any time if I need anything. I end the call and I  breath out in relief.

This is your fault Josh,if i had you to talk to I wouldn't even be answering anyone's call.

I command myself not to think about Josh anymore. I can't handle that pain right now but I  have  to find a way to get rid of Zain somehow so my mind should focus on that right? But also maybe for now I have to concentrate on other important things like the test I am doing tomorrow afternoon. I remember I only have a few hours to read and with no notes since attending this class is something I rarely do. I mean the class is at 7 am. Who in their right mind is ready for class at 7 am. Apparently not everyone thinks like me and that is why I have to find a way to pass. Thank Jesus I have my regular  which means I have to head to Martha's. I always call her my regular during exams because she always let's me run to her and also she never misses a class. I keep wondering why we are even best friends since we are totally polar opposites but I love that girl more than anything and she can fight any battle for me so I am really excited to spend the night at hers. 

We practically read the whole night. I am so tired but there are a lot of things I have to cram  into my head. I have to stop reading only when tge exam is the next day or this pressure will kill me. But I know I won't change my habit because I have sworn to change like a thousand times but forget about it the minute I finish the exam. I am completely exhausted by 3 in the night but Martha looks like she could do this for more three days. That girl's cause of death is literally going to be died from too much reading. Thank Jesus the paper is in the afternoon so I  tell Martha that I will continue from there in the morning to which she responds she still has an hour to go. I look at her weird since I know she is always reading but she answers my thoughts by saying she is not always reading the same thing. I  wish her good night and tell her there is no extra mark after 100 percent. Martha suddenly gets up and switches of the light murmuring small complaints I can't hear but I know she wouldn't mean bad.
I also know she only decided to sleep because she remembered I don't sleep at all with lights on.  Martha before sleeping off tells me that she needs to talk to me  tomorrow after the paper something about Zain and that it is important to which I sleepily mumble that I don't  need to hear whatever it was about Zain.

What do you think about Sandra?

Are you excited to hear what Martha has to say?

I hope you enjoyed the beginning of this story and I promise it gets better.

Thank you