FOREVER US

Make me forget

SANDRAH

I keep swearing I am not going to think about this. At least not until I reach my place. I know Zain is following behind and that is good. I won't have to ride on a stranger's bike at this time of the night. Zain will drive me. I see everybody getting out but don't want to see if Martha was among them. I am not going to think about her too.
Zain drives me in silence. He really understood what I wanted before I said a thing. How could I not think though. I have to find away because thinking hurts. I wake up sometimes later and realize I am sleeping in a car. A big jacket is covering me so I don't really feel cold. I look around and Zain is seated in the driver's seat looking at me. I look at him scared about him and why I am here and why he is looking at me. Did he kidnap me. I look at him in alarm and he gets scared by the expression on his face.

I am sorry we got here and I didn't know if it was okay to wake you up or to carry you inside so I just let you rest and decided to wait for you to decide.
I

am totally relieved but he look completely nervous and it would have been funny if I was in a laughing mood. Then I remember why I am not in the mood and look around. Zain realising I am looking for the phone hand it to me saying it slipped from my hands while I was dosing off.

I get out and Zain follows me inside. He waits until I open my door and then bids me good bye but I beg him to stay because I don't really wanna to be alone so he just stays. No questions asked.

Wish you could come back even if its for her was her last message to him. The rest had been heys and hellos and was sure most of it was deleted. This really hurt. How could he do this to her. But she had to dig more so she checked their instagram dms. The last message on there was

I have to go look for tuition and maybe develop myself. I know only you would understand. Will be back one day. Will text you when I get a new number.

I thought I had a heart break before but this was burning and destruction. I don't even care to see anything else. I just start uncontrollably crying and feel somebody wrap me in a hug. I love the warmth and so I instantly come to a decision.

I want you to help me forget.

What do you think I am doing?

I don't want it slow anymore. I want everything.

What do you mean?

She looked straight into his eyes and the desire she saw there gave her courage to say whats next.

I want us to make love. I want us to really love. I want you to show me how you can love and take care of me. I want you to help me move on. And please don't think that I am using you for a rebound. Maybe this was just the eye opener I needed. Didn't you see how happy I was today? Was that fake?

I know you are using me to forget him but I like you so much to care. I will make you forget him and if we fail at this please you are okay to leave anytime.

Can we begin today.

Come with me to my place. I have to make your birth night the most special one.

Finally!!!!!!