FOREVER US

I want her

ZAIN
I am about to head to Martha's place when I get a text from her saying that we should meet at Sandra's. I am surprised because this was supposed to be a secret between ud. But I let it go already getting excited about seeing Sandra. She is always avoiding me. Maybe that is why I am drawn to her. Maybe women are right to say men are stupid to want women who play hard to get. But I want her in away I hadn't wanted a girl in a long time. Lately I had resorted to girls who could count from a night to a week in my life or my bed. Whatever people would term it. Then I met Sandra. Sandra is like a different person in different situations. Like she is jolly drunk or sad thoughts or just with no reason angry. I can't lie and say I want her forever or I am in love with her or she swept me off my feet but I want to get to know her. Maybe after we can be more. She is very likeable or loveable, I really don't want to term it.
But whatever I do or say, she just doesn't seem to fall for my charms but the more she gets cold with me, the more I try harder. After all she never told me to stop going after her. Even if she did, I would just ignore it. I have to get her. That is why right now the thought of seeing her is amazing. Maybe we could have a normal conversation where I am not beating around the bush and she is not pretending she doesn't know what I want.
Something else comes to my mind. What if Martha has told Sandra about the birthday party that I am planning for her? If so I am certain Sandra is going to try and stop me but no matter what she says I am not pulling out of it. Even if Sandra prepared another party, two parties never killed anyone.
I pack outside Sandra's place and pray for all the gutted confidence in the world to take over me. I go inside and when I reach her door, I breath in and knock and it is Sandra who opens.

Was feeling bad for poor Zain at first but now that i know he he is not love struck, he makes me wanna meet Josh. Hahaha

What do you think about Zain?