Can't Let Go

T H I R T E E N

I managed to sleep through the rest of the night. When I woke up Rocky was sound asleep with his arms wrapped around me. I managed to get up without waking him. I went to shower and get dressed before quickly packing for our trip to Atlanta. I set a toothbrush out in the bathroom for him.

"Morning." He groaned while stretching. I just noticed that he was shirtless and that caused a blush to creep up on my face.

"Uh morning." He got up and went to the bathroom. I zipped up my bag and took it downstairs. I made sure I had everything I needed. Rocky came downstairs dressed in his clothes from yesterday. Nothing was really said the drive back to his house.

The boys were up and ready to head out. They went out first but I had to wait for Rocky so he could pack. Once he was done we headed to his car since he wanted to drive.

We made small talk occasionally but other than that, nothing else was said. I laid my head against the window and drifted off to sleep.

I was walking in the house when I noticed rose petals and candles leading upstairs. I had smiled to myself and put my bag and stuff down. I noticed I was wearing my nurse uniform.

I went upstairs and walked into the bedroom. On the bed were dozens of roses. I smiled picking one up and bringing it up to my nose.

"You been working hard, I wanted to do something special for you." Said a voice from behind me. I smiled and turned around to face Rocky. He pulled me close to him before kissing me deeply. He removed my scrubs and cleared off the bed before laying me down.

He hovered over me and kissed me again. I wrapped my arms around and pulled him down on me. My legs went around his waist. He started kissing my neck causing me to moan. As he did this, he grinded into me, driving me crazy. I moaned his name and gripped his braids.

"Amber!" My eyes shot open and I realized we had stopped. I looked over at Rocky as I wiped the drool off my mouth.

"Huh?"

"Uh we at a hotel." I nodded getting out the car. I got my stuff and went inside. After that dream, there was no way in hell I was sharing a room with him. I went up to the counter and got my own room. He got his right next to mine.

We were given our keys before going upstairs. The elevator ride was quiet and awkward. Once the doors opened, I raced to my room. I put my bags down and sighed laying down. What happened in that dream kept replaying in my head.

Of all people why him? Yeah I find him sexy and everything, but I couldn't imagine... me and him. I shook my head and went to shower. I got out and changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top. As I was drying my hair, there was a knock at my door. I got up and opened it seeing Rocky. He looked at me and scratched the back of his neck.

"Can I come in?" I chewed my lip and nodded moving to the side so he could come in. He walked over to the bed and sat down. I did the same.

"So, in the car... what were you dreaming about?" My face instantly turned red.

"I-I don't remember."  He made a face and smacked his teeth.

"You were squirming, breathing heavy, moaning. And I could've sworn you said my name a few times." He said while licking his lips. My eyes followed his tongue as he did so. I bit my lip causing him to smirk.

"If you want me to give you this pipe just say so." I didn't have any words for that. He leaned over and buried his face in the crook of my neck. I gasped softly as he left little kisses. He then pulled away biting his lip.

"I'll be next door." He said before getting up and leaving. Once he left, I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding. I went over to the mini bar and took out a little bottle of vodka. I downed it fast and sighed. I sat down battling with my mind and my hormones. But like always, my hormones won.

I got out and went next door. I stood in front of his door and took a deep breath before knocking. He answered the door and smirked seeing me.

"Come on in."