7 men and a baby [a bts fanfic] #WATTYS2023

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[song for chapter: none-crush]
Alana's POV:
-April 9th 2019-
this past week has been the hardest week of my entire life.
I'm stuck between finals and I accidentally promised Jungkook to go to a special event with him.
It's for a movie I think...but all I have on my mind lately is how Kai just ignored me like I was nothing.
So I intentionally blow up his phone (I finally found his number after searching through the purse I went out with that night) with texts and missed calls.
After what felt like the millionth missed call I give up and I let out the biggest groan.
Letting the universe know my frustration.
-7:30pm-
damnit I'm going to run late for the event with Jungkook.
I was supposed to leave earlier but I got stuck with studying.
My iPhone screen lights up and I see a message.
"Kai: Jesus woman give me a break,what's wrong?"
i ignore it to give him a piece of his own medicine but it backfired and he didn't text me again after that.
I then get a phone call and when I'm about to answer it my phone dies and I go to charge it.
I leave it charging and I go back to studying.
-after a while-
I finally finish studying and I wash up.
I get dressed in a black loose tee that's 2 times larger my size since I'm trying to hide my bump from everyone when I hang out with Jungkook.
Well anyone outside of our circle that is...
I put on comfy dark washed jeggings and nude colored flats.
I straighten my hair and I walk out of my bathroom.
I grab my phone and stuff it in my purse.
I walk out of my room to see the house nearly empty with only me,Suga,RM & Jhope home.
"Where did everyone else go?" I ask them
"Jin went out with V to a art museum. Jimin went out to a party with a unfamiliar woman and Jungkook went to some event." RM says
"Omg. What time is it?" I ask him
"Nearly 10 why?" He asks me & I run out without answering him.
-after arriving to the event-
I finally arrive but it's too late...
The people are exiting the movie event and I see everybody dressed up very formal.
I obviously don't fit in with this outfit I chose to wear.
Damnit I missed it.
The face I wanted to see,Jungkook exits the theater looking blank faced.
"Kookie!" I scream out and I watch as he glances at me and walks past by me.
I raise a eyebrow and I walk behind him.
"JK" I say as I follow him
Nothing but silence as we both walk behind the theater to the mostly empty parking lot that's located behind it.
He must've chose to park here because of its privacy.
"Jungkook!" I say as I grab onto his arm.
He pushes my hand off and I angrily yell out
"JEON JUNGKOOK! Damnit look at me!"
He stops and turns around to face him.
"I'm looking at you now. Happy?" He says sarcastically.
"I didn't mean to stand you up Kookie. I was stuck studying!" I say
"Sure that is what every girl says as a excuse!" He says
"No. I'm serious Kookie I can show you proof" I say
"Whatever I don't care for your proof just leave me alone Alana." He says and that was like someone had stabbed me in the heart.
Throughout our whole friendship he only said my full first name once and this felt like my chest had caved in and I wanted to burst.
"IM NOT DONE TALKING TO YOU JUNGKOOK!" I yell out as he climbs into his car.
"I am" He says and slams the car door.
He drives off and I watch as he does so.
Thinking he would turn around and pick me up.
I stood waiting until I realized he wasn't.
I started walking on foot back to the house.
While walking back,Thunder starts rumbling in the night skies and I pray for it not to rain.
But it did...hard.
I finally reached the house and I walked in with rain soaked clothes and my once straighten hair has become wavy and frizzy from the rain.
The boys noticed my behavior from the second I walked in because as soon I was walking up the stairs I heard footsteps behind me.
I finally reached my room and as I went to shut the door.
The door is stopped by a foot and the door opens as RM bursts into my room.
"What happened? Did you walk in the rain?" He asks me
Without thinking I start tearing up,maybe it's because of the fight I had with Jungkook or the fact he actually left me behind,pregnant and all to walk home alone.
"Lana what's wrong? Talk to us." Suga says rubbing my back as he sits on my bed.
Jhope runs into my closet and finds one of my beach towels and sets it down on my bed.
I sit on it and they all circle around me.
"N-nothing. I wanna be alone." I say as I wipe a single tear that rolls down my cheek.
"Please,Lana." Suga says and I start breaking down.
"I went and texted Kai trying to get his attention early today so I can get a moment to talk about the baby with him but he keeps ignoring me and when he did finally write to me. I ignored him back." I say
"He's a jerk I'm happy you gave him a piece of his own medicine" Jhope says
"It backfired because instead of trying again he stopped texting me. Then I got a call and before I could answer it my phone died." I say
"Ok? So what explains all this?" RM asks me pointing at my very wet clothes.
"Me and Jungkook had plans today for a day out-"
"Ouhhh! The Lovebirds!" Jhope says singsongy and RM nudged him.
"Continue..." RM says
"But I got so wrapped up studying today that I missed the event and he thought I stood him up and when I went to see him,he was ignoring me and when I finally lashed out..he said I was just making excuses and he left me to walk home by myself while he drove away." I say sniffling.
Damnit woman be more tougher.
I hate the fact that i'm crying.
They all comfort me and I hear jungkook's voice from downstairs
"GUYS IM BACK HOME!"
"Oh that's it he's dead meat!" RM says and stands up ready to fight.
"Joon please no!" I say grabbing him by his shirt.
"I beg of you." I add as I hold him back.
He fights me and makes his way downstairs.
Before I know it I hear yelling and I walk downstairs..
I see him scolding Jungkook and smacking him.
"You dipshit! She was working hard studying all day and instead of understanding her absence you dumped her back there to walk alone PREGNANT! what if something would've happened to her? Huh?" He says loudly and smacks him again.
"I'm sorry hyung-"
"Shut up! Jungkook you're a grown man I shouldn't be scolding you like this but unfortunately here I am." He says
"Joon please-"
"Lana go back to your room and take a shower. I don't want you catching a cold." He says
"Joon-"
"It's a order." He says
"You can't tell me what to do Namjoon I do whatever I want" I say and walk away.
I lock my room door and throw myself on my bed.
I want this day to end...
-the next day-
the morning was super silent as I walked downstairs careful not to disturb anyone sleeping.
I tiptoe to reach the cereal on the top shelf and pour some for myself and grab the milk from the fridge.
As I'm pouring the milk I feel two familiar arms wrap around my waist and knowing who it is,I push him away.
"Lana..I'm so sorry about what I did last night. It was a dick move I know that." He says
I stay silent.
"Oh please Lana talk to me." He pleads
"Lana you're my best friend I didn't mean to hurt you" he adds
"Best friends don't hurt each other JK! I walked alone at 10pm in the streets of Seoul. Men were staring at me and I was terrified. Plus it WAS RAINING!" I say and I turn around so my back is facing him.
"I know what I did was so so wrong on so many levels. That's why I want to make it up to you please-"
"Oh..there's nothing that could make up for that." I say
"I screwed up so bad and I wanna restore our bond Lana. I'm such a idiot...I acted like that because I wanted you to go out with me to that event...as a date." He says
"A date? With me?" I say
"Ugh Lana...you still don't get it. I LIKE YOU! Ok? Like I always felt a spark with you and that's why I've been super flirty these past few weeks and I know how wrong it is especially with you being pregnant. But I don't care I wanna be there for your kid. Knowing Kai is a dumbass.." he says
"Kookie. I'm pregnant I don't have a disease,although I thought I did for a second when I noticed how guys didn't wanna go out with me" I say frowning as I sit down with my cereal.
"I will gladly go out with you...if you let me of course." He says
"I will if a true gentleman asks me out" I say playing with a stand of my hair.
"Am I forgiven?" He asks me
"Not entirely...I will if you pay for the laundromat fee for the outfit I wore." I say
"Or you could have it washed here and it'd be completely free. I'll wash it for you." He says
"No. I don't wanna cling onto your house because once the baby is big enough I'll be moving out into my own house." I say
"In Seoul?" He asks me
"No. I think America." I say
"Wait. What?" He says
"Well once I finish this semester my schooling in Korea is completed and I can officially go back to America." I say
"But what if you didn't have to leave" he says
"JK. Trust me back in America my mother is there so I really don't wanna go back but I have to. It's only right my kid gets to see america" I say
"Of course but such a big move in a year from now?" He asks me
"That's the plan." I say
"What about us?" He asks me
"There's no Us." I say
"But there could be. What about that?" He asks me
"I don't want to talk about this" I say
"You started it." He says
"No I only mentioned it because you brought up using the house's washer machine." I say
"Please let's not fight...I hate when we do. I like us how we were" He says and grabs my hand.
"Nobody told you to leave me like that." I say
"I know...that is why I'm deeply sorry and want to make it up to you." He says
"Fine I give up. I forgive you Jesus Christ" I say throwing my hands up in the air.
"Lana...do you like me?" He asks me
"Of course I do. But it would never work out because you are a IDOL and I'm not. The media will eat us alive for dinner and spit us out" I say
"Not if I hide you." He says
"That's not necessary-"
"Yes it is. For both you and the baby's safety." He says and kneels down to rub my belly.
"It's grown bigger." He says
"Yeah it has.." I say
"Lana if we both like each other let's just go for it." He says
"You mean take a chance? This is not Disney Kookie." I say
"C'mon...stop thinking with that" he says tapping my head lightly.
"And start thinking with that." He says and points at my chest.
"My boobs?" I ask him smirking
"No woman!" He says
"Your heart!" He adds
He gets closer to me.
"Ok..." I say lowly.
"What is your heart saying right now?" He asks me
"It's saying to do this..." I say and I press my lips on his.
I pull away and suddenly he leans down and kisses me softly.
I kiss him back and our cute little moment is cut short by "AWWWW!" "OMG LOOK HOW CUTE JOON!" "EW DON'T DO THE NASTY ON THE KITCHEN DINING TABLE AREA JESUS YOU HORNDOGS"
I blush and hide my face with jungkook's chest.
He smiles and looks down at me blushing.
"We're good now?" He asks me
"Yes." I say..
Yes I know he did very wrong but nothing changes the fact that this man truly has always loved me and I truly always loved him.
The fact we openly expressed our feelings in a civil way is exactly how I wanted it to be...
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