When the carriage returns to Luo Yu House, my position has greatly changed. I am returning as the new head of this business. I was assured Hong Gu would be fine with it, and indeed she was, pleased that she was not punished and could still enjoy her life and run the house with me. She handed me the books for the last few years, and confirmed that the best girls have indeed left. In truth, she was happy I came, someone to bear the heavy burden with her. And with my friendship with the Big Boss, I would be a good mountain for her to lean on.
I understood now why Wu Ye allowed me to be the new head, hoping I can turn the fortunes of this dance hall around not because I have the capability, but because I had the connections with Jiu Ye. I was told that Fang Ru has the potential but she didn't have the heart to do this. I called for her to be brought to me. I told Hong Gu not to worry, these things take time. We can train the girls, but it's luck to find a true star with talent and beauty. We might want to build up our reputation outside first with fresh new tactics, and then the talent will come to us.
I told her it was up to the two of us to think up new ideas, suggesting we take a tour of all the dance houses and she tell me what their specialties are. When Fang Ru arrived, I told her that I was giving her back her sale contract and she was free to leave. She looked shocked and grateful. I told her to come to me if she needed anything since I saw her as a friend. She ran off so quickly Hong Gu remarked that she's never seen Fang Ru move that fast in this house before. I tell her there is a chance Fang Ru may return of her own accord, and we need to take it because forcing her to stay she will never put her heart in it.
I've paid off Fang Ru's debt and the money will be docked from my earnings, which makes me laugh, to incur debt on this job before I even take on any responsibility. Hong Gu doesn't know if I'm hurting in my wallet right now, but she knows I'll be hurting elsewhere soon. She stares my ears until I back away. Hong Gu says "It's not my fault. You got out but then you chose to come back willingly. From now
on you will be the face of this business, you have to look the part."
I remember legends of the past who have sacrificed, whereas I am merely sacrificing my ears. When I return to the Bamboo Residence, I peek in the mirror and realize how ugly I look right now. I touch my ears and sigh. Papa didn't want me to become a flower, yet I become the head of a bunch of flowers. But if what I am doing can alleviate some of the worry in Jiu Ye's furrowed brows, then everything will be worth it. If back then I had this level of thoughtfulness, perhaps I could have helped Papa think up great plans, then things would not have......
I shake my head and tell the me in the mirror "Don't chase after the dead. You already spent more than a thousand days in sadness, it's time to forget and look ahead. Didn't Papa say so? The mistakes of the past are so that we don't make it again. You've grown up now, it's time for you to learn to share in another person's worries."
I can smell Xiao Feng bringing dinner, which normally would send me running, but today I don't move from my spot. I tell him to bring the food inside, I don't feel well. Xiao Feng worries that I'm sick and has Jiu Ye come check on me. It was Jiu Ye who treated his sick grandpa. I quickly said it was nothing, startled to learn that Jiu Ye knew medicine.
After dinner, I kept thinking about how to run the business when there was a knock on the door and I absentmindedly said to come in. It was Jiu Ye, and I wanted to wrap a towel around my head but couldn't find one, so I just covered my ears. I pulled on the string by accident and it hurt like heck. He asked if I was sick, and then saw my ears "Hong Gu pierced your ears?"
I pouted and nodded. He laughed "Take your hand away, didn't Hong Gu tell you not to touch it for 10 to 20 days otherwise it will get infected?"
I realized that if it was infected, the string would be removed and after the infection heals, I'll be pierced again. I quickly put my hands down. Jiu Ye looked at my weepy expression and shook his head with a smile. He turned his wheelchair around and left, returning shortly with a small ceramic pot. He explained that this was aged wine that was good for preventing infections.
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Ballad of the Desert
PertualanganThis is for offline reading purposes only. This isn't my work. All credits goes to the rightful owner Author: Tong Hua