I can't believe it's already morning. Last night was so weird and awkward but, still we found a way to still enjoy ourselves. I'm always up before Michael. He fell asleep before I did. Of course I had to make him get up and make him go to bed. He didn't want to move he claimed he was comfortable but, I knew he was going to regret it later. So I had to pull his half sleep body to his room. I can't forget what happened though. It keeps replaying in my mind. I can't stop thinking about it and what he said. What did it all mean? What did he mean? I know he was half sleep but, did he think he was dreaming?
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Even when he's half sleep he's very affectionate. I can't help but blush. But, he isn't making this any easy. This boy just don't want to assist me in getting him in bed. Like he's drunk or something.
"Michael." I whine once we make it to the door of his bedroom. "A little help please."
"I'm sorry Maya." He says half sleep.
He reaches for the door knob and turns it. He pushes the door open and we both walk in. I get him in the bed and he lays down.
"Maya lay with me please. I can't sleep without you." He says with his eyes still closed.
He gets more comfortable on the bed.
"I'm coming Michael." I say.
I turn off the light and crawl into the bed beside him.
"Maya." He calls out in the dark.
"I'm right here." I say touching his arm.
"I need you. I need to feel your warmth."
I can't help but smile as I pull my body closer to him. I feel him lay on his side. He pulls me completely to him.
"I need you closer." He says as he pulls me on top of him.
"Michael." I say shocked. "What are you doing?"
"Please Maya." He whispers. "I need you. I need you so bad that it hurts. It hurts so much. I just.." He sighs heavily.
"Michael, you've been doing that a lot. You don't understand what it does to my heart." I say truthfully.
"I know and I am so sorry. I promise you I'm not going anywhere. I just need some more time. You just need some more time. We both need some more time for us. But, I am here and I need you I honestly do. I just don't want to hurt you. Please be patient for us. I know what we have is magical. Know that I am here."
"Michael." Is all I can say.
What does that even mean.
"I just can't help myself when I am round you. I need you close to me at all times. I have to feel you. To know that you are real. I'm scared I can be dreaming and I'll wake up and you'll be gone."
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