We were now dried and changed. But neither one of us moved from each other's hold. We've been laying in his old bed for some time now. Towels wrapped around our wet hair. I lay on his chest with one leg in between his. My arms lay crossed on his chest and my chin resting on it. His arms resting on my lower back. Just staring and smiling at each other. Why though? Why are we like this? I know he doesn't see me that way. But, I can't stop thinking about what Lilly said. Can he really care for me that way? I know without a doubt I am falling in love with this man. But, I don't want to be the only one in love. I know it will hurt so much more. I just can't seem to win.
"Maya, get out of your head girl." He says pulling my body closer to his. "Please pay attention to me." He says and places a kiss on my cheek. "I need you." He whispers in my ear.
I don't know what to do right now. I place my leg on the other side of him. I'm not thinking anything through before doing it. With both my legs on either side of him I come closer to his face. I sit up a little and cup his face. His eyes grow wide as his hands find my thighs. He gives them a little squeeze. Damn it boy. What are you trying to do to my body. I bite my lip.
"Come closer to my face Maya." He says never taking his eyes off of me. "Please." He breathes out.
I slowly make my way closer to his face. But I stop more than a few inches away from him.
"I need you Maya. I need you now more than ever." He softly says.
I don't know what he wants me to do.
"I need you to kiss me Maya." He whispers and my eyes grow wide. "I need to feel your magical kisses."
What? Awe man. I just can't seem to win. I know he just means on his cheek. I come closer to his face and place a soft kiss on his forehead. He gives me a gentle squeeze. Yeah, he just wanted a kiss like this. My heart hurts really bad.
"Not there Maya. Kiss me please."
What his cheek? I lean down and kiss him on the cheek and he sighs. What is wrong with him?
"My sweet Maya." He says as I bury my face in his neck. "I'm so sorry."
What is he sorry for?
"I need you. I need us. But, we need time to heal. I just want you to know. No matter what I am yours and no one can take me from you."
Yeah until you meet a girl and she takes you from me. I just can't win. No matter what I do. I keep hurting. I keep hurting myself. I need to just stop thinking about it.
"Michael." I say as I sit up and his big hands find my waist. "You said you still had so much to show me. Let's not continue wasting this day." I say staring at him.
I never think things through when doing these things. His hands find my back as he sits up. Coming closer to my face. My eyes grow wide. His forehead presses against mine.
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FanfictionMaya Marbles is 24 years old. She hasn't had a day off in months. All she does is work to pay her Grandmother's medical bills and keep her Grandmother's home. She feels so lonely and sad. Yet she's always smiling and dancing. What happens when she l...