So yee. Obviously it's late. Or early. whatever you wanna call it. I haven't slept and I'm super bored. I don't want to get off this bc I have nothing to do but stare at the ceiling and I already did that from 11 to 12:46. Yes I kept track of time bc fuck you that's why. Unless you're eggplant. then you shalln't be cussed out. Oh yea do you want me to call you something else? I'd ask on pinterest but I'm too lazy. rarrrrrrrr. What else was I gonna say. Oh yea. So I was on youtube watching some shortfilms about gay shit when I came across a certain short film that was a bit triggering and made me cry and wish I was never born in the first few minutes, so what did I do? I kept watching. Lmao I'm so funny when I cover up internal suffering aren't I? That was a joke. I'm fine now. Everything's ayyyyyy okayyyyyy. I'm gucci. I'm walmart. I'm target, hell I'm ross. I'm everything but the title of a song let out by mcr in 2004 part of the album three cheers for sweet revenge. I hate being a lil' vampire and never being able to fall asleep until two hours before I have to wake up for school. Although I seem fine and not tired at all. I'm tired when I get the amount of sleep a normal functioning human being should get. Isn't that gr8. AAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHH. I wanna cudddddddlllllllleeeeeeee my goirllllllllllfrrrrrrreeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnn ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't like being an emo bitch and thinking about all my life choices and things I regret and things I wish I had done and things I want to do at 2 am.
I don't think some people understand how hard it is to have to stop yourself from doing something you could so easily get away with, it's 2 am, no one's here to stop me, no one cares, everyone's fed up with my bullshit, and it's really harmless to other people so why should they care, right? Well my parents would know if I did and I'd have to go away for a bit while they fix my brain and shit. FUN. Alright I'm bored of writing I think I'll stare at the wall instead of the ceiling this time for about 2 more hours. goodnight to those who have a normal sleeping schedule.
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