Hey im Nyaa Peterson..., im a plus size girl weighing 245 and stand 5'5. Im very curvy so my weight is in the right places. Im very confident in myself i love myself and only myself. I have no feelings... I know that might sound crazy but i have been hurt so much i dont care anymore and i have no feelings to anything i dont love. I dont really get sad or mad about stupid shit , I just get annoyed and aggravated and then I shut down alot. I barely have any emotions and i fell in love before but that was very bad and when i say very i mean VERY so i just shut people out and people say im rude cause i don't have a filter which i dont understand cause everybody screaming out how many snake there are but when people like me come around now im rude and disrespect or negative MAKE UP YALL MIND alot of people cant handle real..
Anyway i have a mother Rochelle Lotus and my father Emar Peterson my mom and dad are divorced and my mom is married off and her and her husband are never home at all maybe once in the blue
I have 3 younger sibling 2 boys one girl.
The oldest is my little brother Rhaseed Lotus and the middle one is Corey Lotus thing the little devil of the family is Kamery Lotus. I did have an older brother Cameron Sparkes but my mom kicked him out and he got killed in a robbery while sleeping on the bench and he got shot up and i got an older sister but she don't speak to us because she hates my mom because of my brothers death...
My mom just wanted to kick him out for a few hours but it turn into days then me and my older sister went look and he was laying on a bench dead cover up in his blanket and the reason she kick him out it because he had a girl over but he was only 14 and a virgin but the girl convinced him to smoke and they did then my mom snapped and that's how it happened i was 12 at the time but i was turning 13 and on my birthday we found him but they say he got kilt at 12:50 ish and we found him around 7 or 8 cause we left my party because i didnt wanna have it with out him but look i got something even worst 4 more birthdays without him but hey i can't change it so why dwell on it.. But my sister is traumatised but i dont understand why she choose to leave all of us without even a goodbye like we were hurt to that was so dumb but it doesn't even matter
