" so me being from New Orleans I'm a flavor girl everything got to taste right" she said mixing up the sea
"That shit look good" i hugged her
" it tastes good too can you pass me those potatoes and that corn on the cob" she pointed on the counter " yeah so how does your mom feel about you dating a 26 year old and you only what 19" i passed her the stuff
" she shouldn't care I mean it's my business and what I want goes this is my life she can not tell me not to go out with you see you tell me it to stop talking to you I'm grown I'm about to be 20 I'm chilling" she laughed
" so when you planning on moving out of your mom house"
" I don't know I haven't really thought about it because my siblings are here and I ain't trying to leave them here by themselves when my mom come back from months and months it's she is only people that's for 3 days and then leave for months so I'm not going to leave them" i shrugged and hopped on the counter
" yeah I understand what you saying" she put down the spoon and walked over to me and stood between my legs " Plus for a 19 year old are very mature" i kissed her
"Thanks... I've been through a lot of shit and been put in a lot of predicaments that forced me to grow up" i kissed her again
"Hey Y'all" Ari walked in rolling her eyes
"Hey girl" Amira said
"Hey Ari" i gave her a side hug
"I'm hungry" she whined
"We cooking until it's done its grapes in the fridge" i said
"Im cool im just don't eat out i don't eat everybody cooking" she balled up her face and walked out
" whew child she ain een had to say it like dat" i sighed
"She just moody" i shrugged
"Moody my ass" Amira scoffed "little mama need to watch her self"
"Or what" Ari walked in the kitchen and i palmed myself
"Keep playing and find out" Amira laughed
"If i do who gone check me, who gone check" she looked at Amira "exactly goodbye.." She started walking into bthe den yelling
"That hoe crazy" Amira shook her head
"You dont know the half" i laughed "what you scared" i stared at her
"No" she laughed "just not used to the ghetto"
"So you better then her" i asked and shook my head
"Yes of course she is like..." She looked around "like poor" she whispered
"What makes you think that" i scrunched up my face
"She lives in you guys house and act less then human thats why i dont associate myself with the ghettos" she fake throw up
"Where you from again" i drunk my water
"New Orleans but my mom always taught me i was richer and that broke people hang out with broke people" she shook her head "so i always hung around white people cause thats where i belong"
"Mmhmm..." I rolled my eyes "well how about you go hang out with white people now" i hopped off the counter and grabbed her coat and purse and keys
"What did i say about you i mean you are white person the way you talk and your money" she whined
"Shut up Amira or Amanda i dont even know anymore... What i do know is you sound dumb so bye" i opened the door. And handed her stuff and she turned around to say something but i closed the door
I went in the den and Ari was eat my munchie snack
"What is you doing" i sighed
"Sorry i got hungry and i can't go back up there while shes there... Not after that bomb ass dramatic walk out" i laughed and took my chips and ploped down and pulled our my weed and rolled up
"go turn on the smoke puller don't flip it down or it gone hot box you" she did it and i sparked up and started smoking
"Aint yo girlfriend upstairs" she said sarcastically and i laughed
"She not my girlfriend no more" i took a pull "she weird"
"What y'all was arguing over me" she laid back
"Yes and no... I just didn't like what she was saying" i shrugged
"What she was saying" she closed her eyes
"My business and are you inhaling the smoke" i laughed
"No" she laughed
"Yes you are" i put out the blunt
"So i got a serious question" she said
"What is it" i gave her my full attention
"Did you ever love me" she askes playing with her fingers
"No but it could have got to that point" she nodded
"Listen im sorry for the huge mistake a made but im not sorry for my baby and i want you to know i loved you and still do" she looked in my eyes
"I appreciate that so much" and she kissed me and i kissed back but then stopped her
"Come now ari you know this aint gone work" i looked at her
"We can make it work" she looked at me and rubbed my face
"I don't think we can" i move her hand
"Yes... Yes.. We can" she pled
"Listen Ari i dont know if a can raise another kid"
"I can take care of him it not on you its on me"
"No" i said "you shouldn't want to be with someone who won't accept your kid and im saying i don't think i can do that" i explained and she got up and left
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