I have been going to therapy for the last 3 weeks and i can honestly say it helped me out a lot I don't feel sad more in some kind of way I feel relieved and happier
" yeah that would be cute" I hope my mom set up a plan for Ari baby reveal
" I know I said the same thing" we laughed
" I have company coming over today and I have things to do today so you still leave me because I'm going to need you to watch the kids well if you leaving at 8 to take him to Gnuna house" i said
" yeah I probably jet gets here in about 2 hours" she checked her watch
" why you got to leave every 3 days like you don't even spend time with us anymore we haven't went out to eat all together in like 6 years and Kam is literally 7" i shook my head and she sighed
" this is a part of my job as the first lady of your dad's business which involves traveling which gets us these billions of dollars for y'all to even think about going out to eat so I would like if you stop beating me down about not being here so I can provide for you all but to instead think me and appreciate me you think I like being away from my kids all the time no I don't but this is something I have to do" i nodded
" well I apologize to make you feel unappreciated but I appreciate everything you do for me and these kids" i said and she smiled
"Hey y'all" Ari walked in
"Hey" my mom hugged her
"Wussup"
Somebody knock on the door and i opened it
"Hey Mr. Lotus"
" hey sweetheart" he hugged me and walked in " where's your mom we need to get this show on the road like ASAP"
"She is in the kitchen but I thought y'all left in 2 hours"
" we had to go earlier cuz they have boosted up our position" i nodded and walked him to the kitchen
" hey babe" she kissed him
" hey wife we need to wrap up whatever you're doing and we got to go like now they boost up our position which means they need us to be there earlier" she nodded and they grabbed her bags
" bye guys i love yall" they yelled
" bye bye love y'all too"
" love you too Mr And Mrs Lotus" Ari waved
" put on some clothes I have company coming over" i walked out the kitchen but she grabbed me
" listen I want to apologize for my actions in the pain that I have caused you and I want you to know I still love you and I hope one day maybe we can try again" she looked me and my eyes
" I want to also apologize for the way I treated you the day that you showed up to my door I want you to know even though this is a bad excuse I was in a dark dark dark dark place but I'm getting help now and I realize what I did was wrong and I just want to acknowledge that but us getting back together I don't know... I don't know the future but right now no" she nodded
" I understand but let me go put on some clothes we having company" i laughed
" no I'm having a company but you can be invited" i followed her upstairs
30 mins later~
Somebody know on the the door and i opened it
"Hey guys" i hugged Malik and everybody which shocked them
" hey what's up" Jai said confused
"Hey Nya" Devon hugged me tight
"Hey girl what drug you on" she laughed
"This thing called happiness" i smiled and lead them to the living room " so... I called you guys here because I don't want to tell apologize for my actions the last time you guys were here I wasn't me and I was very ruthless and unremorseful and I said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said and I want to apologize to you guys" they all smiled at me which made me smiled nervously
" I want to apologize because even though I hate to admit it I have done you wrong plenty of times and although I don't mean to hurt you it at the moment it's always selfish thoughts only thinking about me and my pleasure in what I can get out of it I want to apologize " Niyah said
" I also want to apologize because I tried to force you into something that we already had but just because you wouldn't acknowledge it to me over the top but I want to tell you that I love you and I was in love with you say what you was in love with me but I couldn't figure out why why don't you want to make it official with me and that day that I saw you with that chick I forgot her name your ex Mary I got upset" he said
" I also want to apologize because I didn't go out with Devon because I like him to say I want to go with him to get revenge and I know that wasn't right and we both said out we had this talk and he explained that he's in love with you and I explained that I'm in love with you also but I had to accept the fact that I hurt you to no return but I still want you to accept my apology so I apologize to you for all the hurt at all the pain that report to you I also want you to know I never purposely meant to hurt you the way I did or in any type of way" she started to tear up
"Aww it okay Jaida" i pulled her into a hug and everybody jumped up " I'm not going to fight her you guys I just feel bad that she's crying and I want to hold her" Malik and Devin looked back and forth between each other confused
" well I want to apologize just because I don't want to be the person left out so I want to apologize for what I don't know for why I don't know but I want you to know I apologize" Malik said making me laugh
" well I accept all of you guys apologies" i said and wiped Jai face
"Hey guys"
"You pregnant" Jai looked at her
" yeah I'm 6 months pregnant congratulations on having your baby" Ari said to Jai
" y'all are having a baby together" Devon clenched his jaw
" no I got pregnant the day that I cheated"
" oh man" Jai said "we did make the same mistake"
"Yes the way it happened was a mistake but my baby is not a mistake" she got up
"I understand and thats not wit i wass...."
"I know but you just compared me and you the difference is we wasn't in love with each other now you fucked up" Jai stood up and i stepped between them
" well I didn't see anything wrong so I'm going to need you to calm down because yes I know I messed up but you messed up to and own it so y'all can get over it" she walked
" you goofy ass hoe you ain't going to do nothing so you getting loud for what" Ari snapped
" yeah I'm not going to do nothing for the sake of that baby but when a baby drop come see me"
"Will do" Ari scoffed
"What is yall problem sit down this whole argument is very unnecessary" i pushed back of them back " chill out and have a seat y'all pressed because of what is done is done" they sat down and was mumbling stuff
"Shut up" i semi-yelled
"Ari can you go tell Mrs. Widow to cook" i asked her and she rolled her eyes and went upstairs
"Guys we are going out to so get ready cause we about to be LITT..." I yelled "i aint bringing no broad this time" i laughed
