Shattered (Motionless in White fanfic)

Here goes everything

Natalay's pov

I examined the piece of glass in my hand, but before I could squeeze it Balz ran into the room. "No please don't do anything. I just want to talk. Tell ME what you're hiding, and if you don't want to tell the guys I will, but please tell me. I want to know more about you please, let me." He pleaded tears filled his eyes as I thought about it sooo let's see what happens.

"I'm not human," when he just looked at me with a confused look I told him to go get the others but they were already listening. They were at the door when I invited them all in to the room then they motioned me to continue.

"No one knows what exactly I am. I mean I can control the elements, plus some like a witch but I also crave raw meat and blood like a vampire. I don't know. I know what I am to Balz but I don't know anything else. Help? Please," I pleaded tears ran down my cheeks.

"Balz explain everything to her and when I mean everything I mean EVERYTHING,"Ricky told Balz as the others left leaving the two of us alone.

"Look I don't know how to explain all of this to you soo I'm just going to head on. We're mates and a mate is the one and only person, supernatural or human, that links up with you I guess you could say. The bad thing is that we have to be the same species which means I will have to turn you into a vampire or we both we die. To be truthful, I don't want to. This life isn't want they say. Of course, you'll get used to it we all do and did I -," I cut him off with a kiss, a light delicate one upon his cold lips.

He didn't pull away but kissed me back. It was amazing to feel the spark go between us, but I felt something more something that was slowly eating away at me. I quickly pulled away and ran into the attached bathroom and threw up. Balz got my hair out of my face. After I was done he looked at me with sad eyes and then he punched the wall.

"NOOOOOOOO. NOOOOOOOO. UGH," he shouted. After he calmed down, which was in minutes, I felt light headed and black spots took over my vision. Next thing I knew I had hit the floor, unconscious.