Shattered (Motionless in White fanfic)

I'm So Sorry

Natalay's pov

"Awe the little witch is in pain. Don't worry, Balz will be here to save you and take away your pain," and with that Brandon went back to slicing open my arm.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked. "I didn't do anything to you."

"I know you didn't, but I want Balz to stop caring as much as he does. He needs to learn what a vampire actually is," he had no emotion in his eyes.

"What is that? What actually is a vampire?" I asked him, but his answer scared me.

"You will find out soon my dear. You will find out how it feels to fall into darkness and to feel your throat burn," after he said that I knew what he was talking about.

"He would never do that," I stated with as much power as I could, but I wasn't sure if he would or not.

"Haha. Of course he wouldn't. That's why I'm going to make him," he said laughing then turning serious. "Anyway, I think we have visitors."

"Hand her over, now.What is that? Is that b-b-blood?" Josh asked bewildered, but when he turned the corner he was horrified at the sight of his mate.

"Yes. Yes it is and your little mate is in alot pain right now," he stabbed my arm and thigh again and again while he talked to Balz and I think the others, but I was slowly losing consciousness. I tried my hardest to stay awake, because if I didn't I knew what I would never see again. "But, you can fix that Balz, and take away any and every suffering she may have in the future. You know what to do."

"Yeah I do, but that doesn't mean that I will. Brandon what are you doing?" Josh asked with a nervous expression painted on his face face. Then I felt it. "NO NATALAYY!!"

It was in my stomach area. The pain was Brandon's knife going in right above my belly button. My vision started to get extremely blurry and I could only make out portions of what they were saying.

"Josh......do it....or......say...bye....mate," I think Brandon said.

"I...can't....love.....much," he panted, then suddenly he was right beside me.

"It.....s......o....," I tried, but I could barely breathe let alone talk.

"No.....I....."

"Ye...can....d....d...oo....i...t," I tried again, then I saw ashes and looked. Brandon's head was slowly turning into ash in Chris's arms.

"Just so.....we...won't.....without you," Josh said leaving a kiss on my quivering lips and resting his head on mine. "I'm so sorry."