Oh my god. My Ex is my Master.

Can't get over you

We're both hanging out at the couch,our legs on top of each other's and crossed into some kind of weird way, but just comfy. I'm eating chips and Ali is holding Hayden. Playing with her tiny fingers.

Ali keeps laughing when Hayden bites her fingers,with her almost grown out tooth. "I'm not food." She says,but I suddenly grew a smile. "Yeah right." I say,putting another chips in my mouth,and keep smiling. Ali glances to me smiling then looked back to Hayden,pinching gently her soft burning pink cheeks.

"It got me wondering," I say. "My sister once told me I look like Hayden. " I say, pursing my lips with a half smile to Ali. She looks up to me,raising her eyebrows just then the smile fades. As if she remembered something. She looks back to Hayden without answering,quickly hide the...perhaps a secret?

I can't stand with these secrets. These stupid things that keeps making me think things that might not happen. I don't want these mysterious things to become something I'll hate.

"Probably because you're her sister? And that you have a little detail to Hayden."
"What? No!" Ali giggles and I smile when I see her like that,she looks like a mother when she holds Hayden.

It's like there's something about Hayden and Ali. Hayden somehow happens to be quiet while with Ali,probably she likes hearing Ali's heartbeat just as much as I do. 😊

Ali keeps glancing at me eating,I just hand her the bag of chips while still holding it,(so she won't steal it away) and still facing the tv. Ali smiles and takes some of it,making cracks of potato chips sound. "Emwy..." Hayden murmurs.

"Oh,no. No,Hayden. No for you. This is no food for a cute little baby like you. Don't worry when you're grown eat it all you want." I say wiping her cheek. She makes a baby goo goo gaa gaa sound and I just snort in laughter.

*ting

"Oh hello there." I say, handing the bag of chips to Ali and take my phone on the coffee table. "It's Aria. If you're wondering." I say answering Ali's question,she's always curious who's texting me. She always does.

I know her.

"She says we're camping tomorrow. Said that she found the perfect five star campsite. Just waiting for us to reply if we can go." I read by the text,then look to Ali. "Wanna go?"
"Should we? Who's gonna take care of Hayden?"

"Hanna told me Tristan is staying with Mrs.Marin. Maybe we could ask a favour...?"
"Let other people babysit Hayden? No way." I tilt my head to the side a little,she's being too protective."Come on. You don't want Hayden to get mosquito bites if we take her with us."

"You have your point..." Is she surrendering? I totally got a vibe about it. "Fine. We'll let her stay with Mrs.Marin." I cheer,pumping my hands up and down in the air. "That's settled. So we'll go?"

"We should definitely go. It'll be like a new adventure,Mermaid!" Wow. She changed from curious and protective to excited and adorable. What can I say. Typical Ali.

"It's a yes then. We'll pack tonight."
"We're going tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow morning. That's what they said. And our transportation is on Aria's so we don't have to worry. She said we'll probably let flies in our mouths when we see the 'special ride' she told me so excited about." I explain,then Ali understands nodding.

Though I am a little curious. Why is Ali so worried about Hayden being held by somebody else when me and her both are away from her?

Is there something she doesn't want to tell me? Or is there something bothering her? Because both of them are true from i see right now.

There is something she doesn't want to talk about and there is something awful that's disturbing her.

Alison