Oh my god. My Ex is my Master.

Do it like we doin' it

That night...

I don't know how Ali's doing at Mexico,and I don't know how I'm gonna tell her if she's okay of me giving Hayden to the Whylie family. But I already did so it's no use asking her. Hayden is not even my baby.

I ate dinner,Chinese. And it's just too lonely to even chew the meals. I cleaned up,and went upstairs to have a bath.

I enter the room,and noticed the present at first. I keep staring at it,it makes me feel like I should open it already. I took it and sit on the bed,bouncing a little after slamming myself on it.

I took out what's inside;a letter first. In an envelope. So i take it out,and its written with Ali's neat handwriting.

Happy birthday to my favourite girl.

I smile and snorted,then I rip open the envelope to get the letter. This is a really long letter. It says,

Dear Emily,
You have more questions,and probably shocked right now.
Emily...
The reason I did that,the reason I broke up with you was because I'm afraid of what people think of me. Of us. I'm a coward and you know me. I try to be me every time I'm with you.
I just couldn't help myself being another person.
You changed me. You changed my personality. I thought I'd be more comfortable with boys,but after I tasted you that night in that room at Noel's party,I really regretted leaving you. I notice you staring at me and turning away whenever I'm near boys like Noel.
That time,when you first made a move on me,I was very impressed. You still have feelings for me as I have the same for you. Everyday,you make me think things I wanna do together with you. And it breaks my heart when a thought crossed my mind because it will never happen.
But when you asked me if I want to be yours again,I was so happy.
You're my Master now.
When you kiss me back,I felt like there's butterflies in my stomach. I felt like as if I'm flying. I can't stop thinking about you. No one can ever stop my thoughts of you,Em.
I watched you eat lunch together with Spencer,Aria and Hanna at school happily,without me,just the next day after the break up. You were just fine. You acted like you're fine,you told them you're fine but you're not. I know you. I saw you making frowning faces when they weren't looking. Yeah...I've been a crazy ex. A stalker. I just wanted to make sure you're OK. I still care about you.
I didn't care you guys didn't ask me to eat lunch together,I know it's lonely but it's what I deserve. And I know I can't just shove boys in my life to forget about you. Some nights,every night actually,I cried over you.
When I realised I've become a mother.
Adam did something to me...something horrible but I pushed him away. Then,I got over to your house. That's when I apologise when you were asleep. I wanted to tell you about Adam but I didn't want to wake you up. I'm sorry this happened. And I'm sorry I have to tell this but,I need to tell you.
Hayden is not Callie's daughter. She's yours. Her name is Catherine. Your daughter,your blood. I didn't tell Callie because I thought it'd be worse,and it'd be more worse if you find out. I was pregnant and hid myself in the dark in my bedroom. I didn't come to school for months,that's why you never saw me at school for a while. I was too embarrassed to show everyone a bully like me has an ugly secret. You did made me pregnant,but it was my choice to keep her. I couldn't kill her and let it be,like nothing happened. That's when I wanted to talk to you about her but you keep shutting me out.
I accepted to take care of Catherine alone,but it was difficult. So I told Adam to give her to Callie.
Callie didn't gave birth to Catherine,I did. She just adopted her.
And now that she's gone,I'm counting on you to take care of her. Together,as a memory.
Yours truly,
Alison.

"Oh my god..." I whisper to myself,after finish reading it. My eyes fill with tears,chest pounding as I close my mouth with my palm.

Catherine,everything,I've thrown away just like that. Without even realising it's all mine.

What have I done...?

Hate to break to you guys but this is it. I know it's short,I just need ideas right now. Please tell me how this story went and if I broke your heart a couple times I'm real sorry,this is unedited.