Oh my god. My Ex is my Master.

I say we lose control

A/N ohmaigod guis I can't believe I can actually update some chapters t'day but yeah it's gonna take a while but like I promise I'll do my best and will update more.

Also,I'm kinda annoying. 😱😱

While the journey to the campsite,Aria turns around and looks at us with the most excited reaction ever in history. "Rules. No smooches,no littering,no whining. He journeys gonna be a lil' while but do whatever you want than the three of the rules. Feel free to sleep it's cozy here."

We all understood and gotten back to our business,doing whatever we just did. Ali lays her head on my shoulder,I just let her. It doesn't even mean anything so why not?

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When I open my eyes,I realised I drifted to sleep. So does everybody else accepts Ezra and Aria. It's already night,Ali is still laying her head on my shoulder. But it looks like she's getting even closer to me.

It's so cold,no wonder she's tide into a ball. I take my blanket out,and gently cover herself to be warm. Without trying to wake her up.

She lurches to me and moved her head to be more comfy,I smile. I'm fine like this. She's close, close enough to give me warmth. I look away and lean my head on the cushion,then I felt she grabs my hand. Intertwining our fingers together,it made me look at it.

I stare at our hands,then to her sleeping. I blink a few times first,then I grin even wider until it reaches my eyes. I feel so proud and so happy,but also feel like my heart is about to escape out of my skin and beat until it explodes.

...

It is a long journey,and half of us talked during it. I didn't,not even a word. I'm just gladly spending my own quiet time with a lazy bear on my shoulder sleeping.

Hanna turns around,and smiled when she caught me smiling as well."Got a big smile over there? Something good happened?"

"Well,let's just say it ain't something awful. " I say,and look at his blonde haired girl. I could smell her shampoo mixed with her perfume everyday,it doesn't even tickle my nose to sneeze. It just smells nice.

Hanna smirks and I try to hide the blush,biting my lips and look away. It's like when someone smiles to me as if it feels like I'm owning Ali.

Or Ali owns me.

"I've never thought you two could be so cute together. You guys must look so adorable if you guys are together."
"No need to wish that we already are." I didn't realise what I said,I was too distracted by stroking Ali's fragrant honey hair."Really? You guys are together?"

I immediately look up to her,why would she say that?

"No need to wish that we already are."

"Crap." I mumble and close my eyes,and when I look back to Hanna she only waits for an answer. "No,no,that's not true. I was just kidding. I wish we are but y-you know we can't,I can't date my own best friend so haha..." The words just mush in my mind and slimes put my mouth.

I'm stuttering.

I always hate that when I have to lie. But it's actually true. Me and Ali aren't together. Even though we kiss each other,it just doesn't have anything else more than the meaning of 'fun'. I know it doesn't make sense,but that's how it is.

For fun.

Ali keeps me loved,I keep her protected. Only,the word loved,is not like how you think it's like. I only love her as a friend. A dear good friend that kisses me.

Well,of course your heart can change if someone touches you sweetly like you're flying,so...oh crap.

Am I having a crush on Ali?
Oh shit I...
I've got a crush on her.