DeDe POV
im on my way to Myles house. fiddling with my fingers the whole way there. nervous and how hes gonna take this. i was so confident about this until i really thought about it. a 17 year old boy wants to go out and party and get drunk with his friends. not take care of a little baby with his girlfriend, what if he isnt ready for this responsiblity, what if im not ready? i cant handle a fuckin baby at 17. but im not gonna abort it and im definently not gonna put it up for adoption. i got myself in this shit and now i gotta deal with it. i arrived at his door. i knocked softly. he came to the door. " aye babygirl" he said as he softly kissed my jawline. " h-hi" i said softly and stuttering my words, i was so nervous to tell him, i didnt even know why. " whats wrong baby" he said with a concerned look. maybe he wont take this so hard, i mean he does care about me, and his child, right? " umm baby sit down" i said softly. we sat down on the couch and i looked down and played with my fingers. " whaddup?" he asked een more concerned then the first time, he knew something was up, he sounded kinda of anxious and angry, which freaked me out even more. " myles..... im p-pregnant" i stuttered softly. and with that i broke into tears. he just sat there. with a look of disgust as if i was a nasty ass piece of rotten meat. " myles. are you gonna say anything" i cried and nearly screamed. " it aint mines i know that for a fact i wrap my shit up" he screamed as he stood up far away from me as if i were some monster that he was scared of. "Myles it is yours we fucked and i took the test after and you got me pregnant, you didnt wrap up or pull out" i said with a tone that showed i was mad as fuck. "well dont expect me to take care of that baby, hopefully if that shit is a girl it will turn out to be just as big of a hoe as you were." he said laughing. i was furious. " you take that back" i gritted through my teeth. " why? its true, all you were was a good fuck and you know that. i only got with you cuz you were damn sexy and easy. thats all i need is some pussy then im GOne. so consider this goodbye dumb hoe. hopefully you get some sense and abort that dumb ass baby before it gets a chance to be like you. now get the fuck out of my house before i call the fuckin cops you slut" he said. i stood there in shock. i didnt know this side of him. i thought he was better than this. but of course every guy looks like fuckin Prince Charming once youve gotten heart broken. i got up anf left. i walked to Alysse's house. i hadnt told anyone about my pregnancy except for Myles. and because of his crazy response im really scared for everyone elses reaction. i got to her house and knocked on the door. Alysse answered it. " hey girl whats wrong" she asked concerened. we went in her room and i told her everything. how it happend, what myles said. EVERYTHING. " im so sorry girl, just know im here for you no matter what." she said. i hugged her and called Gab and Ri so they could come over. they came over and i told them. " wow" Riah said. "yeaaa" i said kinda embarresed. " well we are here for you girl" Riah and Gabi say at the same time. they do that sometimes cuz you know they twins. we ended up having a sleepover. we decided the next morning we were gonna go to the doctor. so we did. they ran all sorts of tests and shit. " umm Destiny your not pregnant" the doctor said. my face filled wih joy. " stop lyin." i said. " nope it looks like ou might have just had scare." i got up with my girls and we went out and had a good time. " i think you should call that nigga Myles and cuss him out" Alysse suggested. " i will" i said while dialing his number. " what" he said answering the phone. "ahaha Look bitch i just went to the fuckin doctor and found out im not pregant you dick hole. so you did all that shit fdor nothing. but now i know that ur a fuckin ass crack who only used me for sex so dont think now that im not pregnant you can come back to my life AHA fuck that. and make sure you expect a beat down from all my homies. KBYE BOO." i said then i hung up. damn that felt GREAT.