Mine Then, Mine Now

12

I didn't whine, nor did I cry, nor did I act hopeless and not do anything.

Jay and Asher swung at eachother, both of them dodging and deflecting each others hits.

They were both good fighters, they were both strong, yet they looked so different.

Somehow, Asher managed to swing so quick that Jay had no time to deflect, Asher punched him in the jaw.

Jay grunted before giving him a bloody smile, "Is that all you got?"

Asher furrowed his eyebrows, and for a split second he looked exactly like Kj Apa.

I tried to get closer to them to try and separate them, people began to gather around, a group of I'm guessing students were already crowding around them.

I felt dizzy as if I might pass out, not because I was freaking out, but because seeing them fighting made me feel guilty.

I was the reason they swung at each others faces.
I was the reason they were about to kill each other.

As I thought this, Jay got a strong punch into Asher's right cheek, his eyes began to get watery, I remembered that when you get hit to hardly, your eyes instantly water, it's a reflex type thing.

That must've bruised his eye because he winced, "She barely knows you, She can't be with a criminal like you."

"Oh yeah? I might not be the best qualified person for the role but I'm way fucking better than you." Jay yelled as he punched Asher's rib cage.

Asher was swift, he was quick to tackle Jay to the ground, Jay being I'm guessing experienced with fighting quickly made it so Jay was on top of Asher and ready to knock him out.

Caleb, Marcus, Anthony, Jorge, and my dad all rushed outside, they rushed towards Asher and Jay just before Jay brought down his fist at Asher.

My dad, Anthony and Jorge held back Jay. Caleb and Marcus held Asher back.

"Fucking bitch!" Asher yelled at him, Asher had a bloody nose, his eye was turning an ugly shade of green, and he had a bunch of scratches from Jay's rings.

Jay on the other hand had a bloody mouth, his face was red, and he had a nasty cut on his lip.

"What the hell happened!?" Caleb exclaimed.

The crowd of strangers had disappeared into the mall, I stood in the center, I wasn't sure who I should aid.

I stayed silent at Caleb's question.
I didn't know what just had happened, I was angry, disappointed and guilty.

"What happened was this Ass wipe is jealous that I kissed Jackie." Jay yelled, my dad shot him a slightly angry look.

"I'll have you know I kissed Jackie before you did." Asher yelled back, jay struggled to get free from my cousins grasp.

Asher struggled to get free too.
"Jackie what the hell!?" Marcus yelled at me.

I stared at the ground, my vision began to blur, Asher shouted something, Jay shouted something else, but it was muffled noise that I heard.

I was emotionless in this moment, I felt emotions I just had no expression for them, the dizziness returned and I felt sweaty.

Have you ever woken up from a dream after feeling like you were falling? That's the feeling I felt when I collapsed and passed out.

I wasn't sure why I passed out, I was so confused and trying to process everything.

It sounds a bit dramatic.
But I felt like a spectator, I was scared, I had just caused a lot of drama, I felt terrible, I couldn't process it.