Why did u fall in love with me(A taehyung story)

Crying Yellow tears

Janes POV
Tae will you go out with me? I asked not really  breathing. I'm having a little panic attack not knowing what will happen after this. I don't know if he is mad at me for this. He is still looking down making me panic more and more every second he doesn't look up.

I start to say his name but stopped because I didn't know what I was going to say after. Why does it have to be this way. When I think stuff might be going in a good way.... it doesn't. I'm tired of telling life you hit like a baby when it knocks me down. It's just going to keep happening.

I'm done with this I'm snapping. I say Taehyung's name and look back up at him. He doesn't say anything but twitches and I here him say something under his breath but he doesn't say it again. TAE !!! I scream his name and start to cry because he still doesn't look when I scream.

He looked up at me seconds after and was about to say something but stopped. NO don't stop just tell me please. ........ why do you do that he asked. Why do I do what I said confused. You kiss j-hope over and over, hang out with him most of the time, know that I get mad from it but you keep doing it.

I don't do that on purpose it just happens. Nothing just happens he said raising his voice a little. Why do you get mad at something like that. I have only kissed him two times and both were not my choice. Nobody told you to kiss him when you were drunk he yelled.

I know that but I wasn't trying to kiss him on the lips like that and you know that. You know that it was all an accident. I know but what about just then..... that kiss you had with him then tae said balling his fist. You know that was a dare from kookie. See and that too tae said yelling more. You give them all these nicknames and j-hope the most.

You all gave kookie his name not me. Also that kiss was nothing tae. I don't feel anything from that. Really so when you grabbed his shirt that was nothing..... when he grabbed your waist pulling you in more..... when he put his hand on your face that was nothing.

When I grabbed his shirt that was to keep me from falling. And when he put is hand around my waist it was because I was shaking and couldn't keep my balance so he did that. Why were you shaking tae asked. I was shaking because when I looked at you all I saw was hurt and I couldn't take that so I start to shake waiting for that timer to go off.

Every moment you had to sit there and look at that was every moment my heart was breaking . So that's why I was shaking tae.

......... * stares at me * Say something tae!!I yell at him.

YES I will go out with you he said looking at my lips. Next thing I know tae leaned over and I felt his lips touch mine. I wanted to scream so loud but I couldn't for Obvious reasons. Because I can't scream I grab on to his shirt and pull him closer to me. The kiss gets a little deeper every time I pull his shirt but it's hard to stop pulling when you are screaming and jumping in your head.

He stops after what seemed like hours and we took a deep breath. He looked at me and put his head on mine. I chuckled a little which made him look back up. He looked a little different from a second ago. He looked  down at my lips and then kissed me again. This time when I grabbed his shirt he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer.

It became harder to breathe because we didn't stop to take a breath. That's when I could feel eyes on my head but I didn't know for sure. At the same time me and tae stopped kissing and looked to the door. There stood six boys and four girls.

Becca and yuri stood with there mouth wide open and eyes wide. Kj and aj stood with there top lip tucked in and blinking nonstop. Jin was tapping his foot and jungkook was pointing and looking like he was zapped by lightning. Jimin and yoongi had there mouth cover and also tapping. Namjoon was tucking in his lips scratching his head. J-hope had his eyebrows raised with no expression in his eyes.