Why did u fall in love with me(A taehyung story)

Kissed her

J-hope POV
* thinking *
After everything happened with the whole couples thing we all partied a little more and where happier. Imma just say it . I am happy for them and they really are a good couple but when everything happened I started to think about what I want and who I may or may not like.

I know that this may also be very weird but when am I not weird... in a good way. So I don't like anyone at the moment but I have to get this out. I was having a little bit more fun with Jane than I should have. I like that fact that I could talk to her about a lot of things and when we accidentally kissed or ended up kissing some kind of way I didn't mind it .

I'm just not ready to just stop like that. I don't want to be with her but I just want one last kiss and it is going to sound hella crazy to tae but I have to try. Just one last kiss is all and I will stop thinking about it. .... See this is why sometimes I think I'm a crazier than other people think.

* stops thinking *

After I thought about everything I realize that I really need to get this off my chest and talk to tae about it. I grab my phone from beside the bed and start to text tae but I think about the fact that kookie, Jin and jimin are coming to play vr with me so maybe they can help me. Just as I think this the door bell rings.

Then I here a knock and start to jog to the door. I open the door and they jump at me with big smiles. Jin hyung was the first one. No hyung off bad boy down. I say trying not to laugh. Jin stops and looks at me with that you wanna try me today look.

HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT ..... YOUR HYUNG!!! I feel so used and neglected said Jin which was funny cause most of the time we always mess with Jin this way. Jimin and kookie walks pass him and pinch his neck which makes him yell more then we all apologized still laughing about it silently.

So I wanted to ask y'all something. It's about Taehyung and Jane. Okay said Jin and jimin leaning in more all jungkook did was make his eyes wider. Go on speak to us said jungkook looking a little creepy. Okay so you know how I said I don't like Jane and that I'm really happy that we are friends. Also that I'm really happy for her and Taehyung.

Yeah we remember they said at the same time which made me think I should've just kept to myself. I look at them for a while longer then started back. So I still don't like her like that even tho she is pretty... I don't like her. But for some reason I just feel like I want a kiss from her one last time.

I don't know why. It's like I know I shouldn't have the kiss but also that makes me want it more. You know what I mean. I say this then look up at them.

Jimin: ..... hobi did you take something.
Jungkook: ooooo hyung tryin to snatch tae's girl .
Jin:  ......BOY HAVE YOUR LOST YOUR MIND!!

That is not helping I need to find a way to get this out. Well I'm glad you know you need help let's go said jin still not listening. Hyung you know you wrong for that both jimin and jungkook say. I don't want her I just want the one last kiss JUST HELP ME!! I yell to get there attention.

Jin :  First of all you need to calm yo self.
Jimin and jungkook:😑
Okay I'm sorry I'm not going to yell, but help me. Okay we got a plan for you. How about you just tell them said Jin. I could do that I said thinking. Ooooorrr you could just play spin the bottle or do Truth or dare. I could do that to but you have to stop being evil with it I say to kookie. Okay I will ... maybe he said smiling.

I will only come at you when I feel attacked... so don't make me feel attacked . * smiles innocent * Okay stop playing .... just say it or truth or dare. Which one. Maybe you could try to tell them first then maybe truth or dare said jimin. Okay I will do that. Should I call them over now I said ready to get this over with.

O that won't be needed I already called them Jin said in a innocent tone like he didn't just do something I didn't want him to do. I wanted to do it myself. It's fine I will just wait then I told him. We all sat back and waited for them to come over.

Everybody is coming over so it would be less awkward. I hear the door and was about to get up but jungkook and jimin beat me to it. I smile at them nervously . Okay so I wanted to talk to you about something and get it off my shoulder I told Jane and tae. They shook there heads and sat down beside each other on the floor. The rest of the gang just sat down somewhere or opened snacks.

So um I feel like this is going to make you all mad but I don't know at the same time. Imma just say it now. ...... Okay I'm sorry I need to breathe because I can't. Child it's okay we won't kill you or get mad just say it. Breathe and say it said becca. Okay so I don't like Jane but for some reason I just really want to kiss her one last time. I feel so uncomfortable and the bad type of crazy.

* yuri, Becca, kj, aj, yoongi, and namjoon only*
BOY HAVE YOU LOST YO MIND!!

What no why doesn't everyone keep saying that I have not lost my mind. I just had to tell you so it wouldn't be awkward. Okay well if you haven't lost yo mind you lost something important up there in your head said yoongi.

Hobi have you been drinking... is this a prank said namjoon. WHAT NO! I'm good I just.... I feel so stupid now just forget it. BOI GET OUT YO FEELINGS yelled aj and yuri playing around. Stob it and help me out what should we do about it..............................................................................kiss her.

WHAT everybody yells at Taehyung. I was not expecting that. Taehyung are you sick asked yuri. Nope I know what up... he on that kush with j-hope said yoongi cause yuri to pinch his arm which makes him pull her into his lap so that he could tickle her. Never on my life would I have thought of seeing yoongi tickle someone.. anyway.

Just kiss her Taehyung said again. This happened to me once and it was weird.. in a bad type of way . It just felt like you had to get that one thing off you chest but that one thing was takin. Really so who was it I asked tae. It was my neighbors dog he said.

.....yep he on that stuff said yoongi.

So Jane are you okay with it. Tae and I asked. She thought for a while and then finally said yes just to get it over with. She stands up and says it's just going to be a small and quick kiss okay she said to me and tae.

I lean over and then we kissed. The whole room went silent. I grabbed her face then pulled away a second later. How do you feel said tae. Um .... I feel soooo much better I mean that was really weird. But thank you for that. Both of you to I say to  tae and Jane. They smile and we all start talking.  That's when the evil maknae came threw Taehyung why had j-hope kissed your girlfriend more than you have asked kookie.

Tae looks at me and smiles awkwardly and for some reason I just wanted to wip that smile off jungkook' s face so I kiss tae and pull him towards me more to make it comfortable. Tae leans in more and grabs my waist. That's when namjoon yells keep it PG and I start to pull away but tae holds me in place which took me by surprise.

Everybody was quiet. I could feel eyes on me so I try to pull away but tae is to strong and holds me down more. At this moment I'm not even on earth. I snap back and pat tae on the shoulder weakly still half way down to earth.

He lets go slowly and we both take a long deep breathe. I can't help but smile so I bite my lip to not smile only to look up and see tae staring at me . He looks a little different and not like his cute fluffy adorable alien self. I stare back and call his name but he doesn't say anything.

Kj calls his name and he snaps back a few moments after she calls him. He take a deep breathe and looks at me one more time before getting up. I stand and ask him did I do something wrong and he turns and says no.

He walks over to the door and says I need to take a breath.

Well um that was um... something. It was definitely different but anyway I hope you weird people like it. Remember you nice keep going 😁👽