Wake up

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Janes POV
I wake up to a throbbing headache. I open my eyes to see that I had fainted on the floor. I stand up holding my head trying to remember why I fainted in the first place. I soon remember once I turn to see the small mark on my neck. I turn away as fast as I could so that I wouldn't end up back on the floor. I didn't think that I would actually faint but hey you never know what could happen when you get a surprise like that.

I sit on my bed and think of ways that I could cover this. I'm a little mad at the fact that tae gave it to me . He had never done that before. He could have gave me a small warning. I look at my clock to see that it was ten o clock. I sigh and stand to go to my closet. I can't believe I was out that whole time.

I pull out some sleeping clothes that also seemed like you could wear them outside but I didn't care. I take a quick shower  to wash off all the bathroom floor that may have been on me. I order me some pizza and began to eat once it arrived. I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I climb into bed and lay there for a few moments.

That's when I think about my family, I haven't really allowed myself to think about how much I miss them. My mom my dad and my older sister that I haven't seen since she ran off with her friends.we where so close and I could tell that she was hiding something from me. One day on her third week of college that was really close by so she lived at home , I came home and her and my parents where yelling about how she became careless.

I couldn't see what they saw. She had amazing grades , she was one of the nicest people ever, she never really hung out with boys, and she had an amazing group of friends that would treat me as there own. One day she didn't come home and she had left a note. The note said that she was safe and that she wouldn't be coming home.

It said that she had run off with her friends to live a life that she wanted to live. She said that she would make sure to take care of herself and get good money. She said not to come looking for her in which she would not be nowhere near us but in another state or country. She said that she would finally be happy in her own skin without people telling her that she should be good and not do this and that.

My sister was not rebellious but she would do things here and there and people would shame her for the smallest things, make her feel horrible and wrong all the time. She felt as tho she couldn't even smile. So she went on leaving me behind to hurt and go threw depression by myself. A year after everything happen she send us a note that said that she was still having fun and that she hopes we are ok.

It also said not to worry her and her friends are half way rich with the money they are making. That they had started making clothe. I cry to myself as I think about the note we had gotten telling us that she was murdered trying to help a young girl get away from a rapist. I was broken for a while after that. I had broken down in my bed allowing myself to finally cry and let go of her.

She will always be in my memory, a beautiful memory. I cry myself to sleep while I grab on to the thought of my friends and my boyfriend. Nobody knows about her ... all of her things are gone but what my parents don't know is that I kept some of her clothes and would wear them sometimes. I was the rebellious one but yet she died instead of me.

I wake up to birds singing . I hear car horns and music in the back also. I wish that I could wake up every morning to this. I get up and do my usual. I put on some baggy pants with black shirt that has a deer on it. The deer was made out of fog and had flowers for antlers. It was my sisters. I tuck the shirt in and make my way downstairs. I make me a sandwich and walk out the door. I had never really been the type to just walk this early but hey something new every day.

I walk over to the willow tree and sit down under it playing with the leaves . I look at the time to see that I only have a few minutes and then I would have to be making my way to school. Nothing has happened that was interesting at school tho. I look down at my phone to see that it was almost time for me to go.

I stand up and dust everything off my butt. I began to walk back to my house and get ready. I brush my hair , get all my things, and leave. I arrive at school at school to see that my friends had already made it before me. As I walk to them I make sure to rap my decorative scarf around the mark so that it wouldn't show.

" WHATs Up" I yell as I rap my arm around Becca. Ok so guess what she says excited. Do you really want me to guess or are you going to tell me anyway I say smiling. I was gonna tell you anyway she says laughing. Ok so at the end of the day I'm planning on having a picnic with namjoon by the willow tree like a date. I thought that maybe we all could go and have fun with somebody. I think about it for a moment and was about to say something when aj beat me to it.

In case you haven't noticed not everybody has a boyfriend to cuddle with and playing with each other's fingers while cuddling . Ok aj look it's not my fault you haven't said anything to j-hope or Jin yuri says leaning on a pole. Well I only said that I liked j-hope so why are you talking about Jin she said with a little attitude. Aj we know when you like someone we can tell I say raising an eyebrow. Ok fine I have to be honest I do a little she says looking down.

Still tho why don't you at least talk to j-hope I asked . She gave me the side eye and took a deep breath. It's because of the fact that he seems more into you than anyone else she said crossing her arms. I give her a confused look " ok what are you talking about women I said leaning my head to the side." It's just that you guys seem really close and that you have kissed him so many times.

After she says this I sigh. Oh my little blind child I say putting my hands on her shoulders. I'm with Taehyung and hoseok does not like me. He would have at least said something about it by now I said looking her in the eye. We are close friends that's all we are ok.  So you could say that you love him or you could hug him and not feel anything she asked.

No I wouldn't because we are friends. I have to say I did feel a small something at the beginning but not now . You like him a lot so you should at least talk to him more. We are all close. Oh by the way Taehyung asked to see you I forgot to tell you said yuri standing. Ok where is he I asked and she pointed to the top.

I jog to the roof and see Taehyung standing there looking at all the trees and people. " Taehyung I'm here I say and he turns around." He turns around with his box smile and runs to hug me. He pulls away and gave me a small peck . So what did you want I ask smiling. I just wanted to say sorry about yesterday and check on you that's all. He says this and I smile, the smile soon fades once I realize I still have the mark on my neck.

I hit his arm and he starts to laugh . " I'm  sorry I had to I'm sorry he says laughing." I role my eyes and he stops. " so how do you like your mark he says and starts back laughing." I hit his arm and playfully punch his stomach even tho I wanted to do it for real. I have a nice soul so it told me not to hurt him. We walk back laughing and playing in each other's arms.

Taehyung's POV
I thought she was going to attack me but she didn't even tho I know she wanted to. She has a nice soul so she didn't. As I laugh and play around with her I realize how close we had gotten and realized how much I want to be with her. I really am happy with her but I feel like she is afraid to fall to deep in the relationship.

Wow .. I'm in love.

Janes POV
As I play around with Taehyung I feel how close we have gotten. I know I am in love but that's what I'm afraid of falling to deep and one day he could just leave .

Wow .. I'm in love.

A/n So her and Taehyung are getting really really close and I'm happy hehe. Anyway just in case anybody confused Jane is in college by the way. They live with their parents because they all live really close to the school so um yeah. Remember you nice keep going.😁

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