Why did u fall in love with me(A taehyung story)

Died a million deaths

Janes POV
" Letting my brother finish what he started". Wait he is your brother I say as I look between them. Yeah you know after you did this to him we almost lost everything she says pointing to his Scar.

She is small but she is strong also... stronger than me so I can't get out of her grip. The man comes over to me and puts his hands on my waist. I try to move away qbut of course that didn't go well. He pens me against the wall and I start to cry a little. " let me go I yell hoping someone would hear me. I look up to see a little girl in her window.

She was my neighbor and we had a small bond. We have a code and a way of telling each other something . I blink slowly three times in a row and she runs off. She was deaf so I would blink three times so she would know to get someone to call the police. I try not to smile to myself as she runs off. The guys pulls up my shirt and now my bra is showing.

He try's to pull off my pants when the father of the young girl comes out. He as his gun in his hand. It's not just a normal gun... its full of tranquilizer darts. He shot one at the man and it hit him in the leg. He turns toward the woman and she tried to run but it hit her in the side.

The man had gotten far this time at what he was trying to do. He had actually made it a little past my underwear. He didn't make it that far but I'm still dazed at how the woman was about to let him. She was helping him is the part that had me. I mean if they where that thirsty go buy a prostitute . I put back on my clothe as fast as I could without fainting.

They had hit me really hard but I will be ok... I think. The police pulled up and few more cars. I broke down when I saw Taehyung run out of one of the cars. He pulled me into a hug and I cried.

Everybody else got out of a car and came toward us. We didn't let go tho.. we just sat there hugging. A officer came up to us and we finally let go. " Thank you so much ma'am we had been trying to catch them for a while now and I hope you will be ok from now on" Yeah if they are here I will be I say and turn toward the group.

They all smile at me and pull me into a group hug. The officer walks away with a smile. After they drive away we walk into my house not minding the stares coming from people around us. Once I close the door I get pulled into a hug by Taehyung. " ARE YOU OK I MISSED YOU he yelled making me smile. "I know you have I say and turn to namjoon, I missed you too. He looks at namjoon and his eyes widened. Have you talked to her and didn't tell me he said angry.

" she told me not to say anything yet ... not until you know why she has been like she is."

After he says this everybody looks at me and and I sigh. I take a deep breath and began to talk. " A few days ago when we where about to do the picnic. I was walking home when the same guy that just got arrested attacked me. I got away but I didn't know what happened to him. He really made me feel like I don't belong here and he brought out emotions and memories that I didn't want to come out. Like my sister who was raped and killed trying to help a young girl.

He took away a lot of my happiness and now I have to work to get that back. Some of the things I think make me feel heartless and I think it's because of people over the years who have hurt me. I want to be able to smile like I did before all this happened. It's not just him tho.... I would think someone cares a lot but then fined out in the worse moments that they don't. They may care a little but not like you thought they did.

You'd think a person understands but they don't. Imagine being depressed and then finally having the courage to tell someone about it.... but then they say it's not your fault or there are people who feel the same. They would say they go threw some of the same things and they feel the same way but you know they don't because they don't have the same look in their eyes ... they don't have that same walk with ere head down to the ground..... they would say it's not a big deal... but it is.

Yeah you could say that to a person but what if that person doesn't come to school or work the next day because what you said only made them want to leave the earth more than they already did. You know what tho..... I'm not letting that get to me anymore... I'm my own person and I'm not about to let go of who I really am ... Imma be me and smile while doing it.

People don't know but I can peep out a lot of crap... I just don't say anything so they think they got away with it ... but they never did. I felt like trash at the bottom of the ocean.

That's why I didn't want to talk about it because of how I felt after . I didn't want to see the hurt look that all of you have right now. After I say this they all go quiet. Taehyung suddenly speaks up. " Jane you still could have told me about it.... how can you just assume I would have said something like that. " Well because all the people I have open up to about my now faded depression didn't help and said only those things."

" IM NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE!!!" It hurts that you think I am. I cried myself to sleep almost every night thinking you where really hurt or someplace dead. You had no intention of talking to me until namjoon caught you at the store.

Taehyung I didn't know what to sayI thought nobody cared at the mom- WELL YOU THOUGHT WRONG!!! DOES THE WORDS I LOVE YOU NOT MEAN ANYTHING TOO YOU!!! " Taehyung please calm down-DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!! I would have moved into your house just to make you feel safe. I would feel the pain of DYING A MILLION DEATHS just to hold you in my arms but that wouldn't happen cause you wouldn't let me."

Now that you are telling me I'm not even sure that I want to anymore. " Taehyung you don't mean that Jin spoke up." Maybe not but I love her to much to have her think that. I will do what I have to to make you feel like you can tell me stuff like this. I didn't even know you went threw depression.

Im sorry Taehyung... you know I love you too and I thought about you every second... I just didn't want to hurt you but I did anyway. I would go threw all that pain too if that's what it takes for me to just be close to you. "Ok y'all sound like a married couple right now aj and yoongi said at the same time making us chuckle."

Don't worry imma marry him one day I say this and everybody goes silent once again. Taehyung looks at me with a surprised expression and I wink. He raises his eyebrows and I laugh. You should see your face right now I say laughing more. Not if I ask first he said poking my side. Y'all are bipolar Becca suddenly said making us all laugh once again.

Taehyung pulled me into a hug and we stayed that way the whole night..... in each other's arms.

That night we had one big sleepover. We laughed and shared what we had missed these few days. We all grew to love each other more than we already had and all I could think about is how they would all look standing there at my wedding.... ready to grow old with each other.

A/n this is my first book so I'm sorry if it kind of sucks but I hope you weird lovely people like it... remember you nice keep going ❤️😁