Why did u fall in love with me(A taehyung story)

Where has the happiness gone

Janes POV
I stare at my phone debating on whether I should text or call v. I don't even think I deserve to call him that anymore. It had been two days since they sent me those text and all I could do is sit there feeling bad that I couldn't tell anybody. Well I could but I don't want to.

I move to the kitchen to grab me a bottle of water, but when I opened the fridge I didn't see any. All I could see is an empty space. I sigh to myself as I put in a coat ready to go and buy water . To be honest for some reason even tho that did happen to me I'm not that scared to go out alone. I feel like it just made me braver.

Now if something happens I think attack an hurt. I'm not gonna feel bad about it anymore.... he didn't feel bad when he touched me . Why should I feel bad about breaking his nose or just breaking something. All I know is I hurt that person badly and I kind of felt bad but really ..... I liked it. I stall at the door for a while thinking about what happened. I open the door quickly and step out the door.

I smile to myself as I look out to see the beautiful color of green shining off the tree, and grass. I love the air and how it blew . I step down and started to walk . The wind blew harder and I smiled. I pass a few houses and I could smell the food being cooked and children laughing with there parents . I start to think about the times we would all cook with Jin and laugh about stupid stuff. I miss those times.... I want them to come back.

I see the store a little and I get happy that I'm almost there. I walk into the store and get greeted by a young man and a women. " Hello" they said . I smile and say it back as I start to walk toward the water. I grab a basket and bend down to pick up the water. As I struggle to put the water in the basket I turn to see namjoon. My eyes widen as he comes over and grabs the water.

He didn't say anything but just put the water in the basket. At first I thought I couldn't look him in the eye but for some reason I did it anyway. I felt horrible. " Thank you...... and I'm sorry". After I say this I try my best to quickly turn away but if course that didn't happen. " WAIT!" I turn around slowly after hearing namjoon yell . I could have kept going but to be honest I didn't want to.

" Jane why are you running.... are you ok. I know you don't always have to answer everything but could you at least answer us once. Everybody is worried and sad because we haven't heard, seen, or texted you . After hearing this I try my best to hold back my tears. I haven't really showed much emotion lately and I didn't want to break down... it would hurt to much.

I just can't . " Namjoon I'm sorry I promise I will explain one day but I just can't now ... I don't know how to say it." Ok but Jane you haven't said anything yet. All we know is that you didn't show for the picnic, you haven't answer your door every time we come up to it, and never once texted us to tell us your ok. Nam- YOU CANT JUST DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT!! I get interrupted by namjoon yelling .

Namjoon please calm down ok I'm sorry..... I-i don't know how to tell y'all because I don't want you worry. Are you kidding me Jane!!! How is that working out for you right now... we all think something really bad had happened and I still don't know what's going on . Taehyung is losing his mind because all he does is talk about you and how we need to do something .

All the boys have been staying together trying to protect each other from our own thoughts. After he says this my heart drops . " Is he ok now" I couldn't help but ask. Well all he has been thinking of is you and that it's his fault. Jane I think you and I both know he won't be ok unless he sees you and knows your ok. He misses you a lot... we all do and I know it hasn't been that long since we seen each other.

Jane you have to understand that it's a whole lot different when we know your ok than not knowing . We don't know what happened and it would be great if we did. Can you just please come with me and we can all talk. After namjoon says this you think for a moment and hesitate. " I want to see everybody so badly but I don't know how to say something like this. I just don't feel safe."

Jane whatever happened that's making you like this I'm sure we can fix it if you just tell us. We can protect you if that's what it takes but you have to tell us what happened or we won't get anywhere . " ok namjoon how about this... give me two days to think about how I'm going to talk to everyone and then we can all talk to each other about it." Ok fine he said with a smile showing his dimples.

" I missed those dimples I say making him laugh while covering his cheeks." He leans in to hug me and we say go on our way back home.

* Time skip*

As I'm done turning off my light I crawl onto my bed ready to sleep. My head had just hit the pillow when I heard a scream. I thought back I how I didn't even see what happened to the creepy dude. All I know is I hurt him enough to get away. I hear another scream and decide to get out of bed.

The scream is close to my house so I get a little mad at the fact that things always seem to happen around me. I put on my boots and jacket. I grab my three sharp daggers and head toward the door. I didn't bring a flash light because I didn't want anybody to see it. I hear what sound like someone getting hit and turn my head to behind my house.

I slowly walk to the back and see two shadows. I take a deep breath and step more into the dark. There are not a lot of street lights but I know my way here like a bird knows it's nest. I see too people fighting and I gasp when I see that it's a man and a woman. The woman looks terrified with bruises all over her. She look over at me then yells help. He turns around I froze in my spot.

It was the same guy who had attacked me. I know because he has a patch over his eye where I kicked him and that tattoo on his neck. He stood up straight and stared at me. He cocked his head over like a dog. I never look away when he began to charge at me. I think back to all those times where I trained with my dad... working with daggers.

I quickly take out a dagger and slash his arm a little while dogging his hit. " Here call the police I yelled to her. She shook her head and called. I turn back to the guy and he was running towards me. It caught me off guard so I tripped a little causing me to fall. He got on his knees and slapped

" GOT YOU" he yelled." I was in pain but tried not to show it. He didn't notice to dagger so I hit him with it once again. The woman came over and kicked him when she saw he was on the ground. I smile at her once she yelled double team. He try's I get up but she kicks him again. He is strong when it's only one person but not now. I look down at her shoes to see that she has the same boots has me but hers has hills.

They are really hard timberlands with spikes on the side. We kick him a little more as he try's to get up. He caught on to my leg and pulled me down. He grabs the dagger from me as he bends my arm. I yell out in pain as I try and grab my other daggers. The other woman jumps in him and puts him in a choke hold.

She must be really strong since he couldn't get out of it. She lets go if his neck and holds down his arms .. her legs still around him so he can't really move. I get off the ground limping. I stand in font of him and punch him as hard as I can in the stomach. The police should be here by now I say and look at her. I know they really need to learn to do there job when a person actually calls she says smiling.

I look at her with a questioning look and she helps him up. " WHAT ARE YOU DOING I yell"

She kicks me up against a wall and held me down. " letting my brother finish what he started." She turns to the man and smiles.

A/n So turns out she was faking the whole time and the guy was her Bro. My book is coming to a end so yeah I hope you like it ..remember you nice keep going 😁