Why did u fall in love with me(A taehyung story)

Trouble

Janes POV
As the day gets older I spend more time with my friends. We had just gotten out of school and where leaving. " ok I will see you by the willow tree at eight I said walking away. I turn and start walking but felt a hand stop me. I turn around only to meet with lips. I pull away " tae you cannot just do that I say pushing him slightly." He smiles and kisses me again saying see you later as he walks away.

I slowly walk to my house and I was almost there but I felt like someone was following me. I turn around to see no one. I sigh and turn around to see a man in a mask. I soon as I look at him he grabs me and drags me to the back where a bunch of trees where. I kick and punch and do everything I could to get away.

He hits me and I fall to the ground. I grab a branch and wack him with it. He holds his head so I take the chance to run . I feel him tackle me to the ground. He drags me telling me to be a good girl and to do what he says. I try to hit him again but he catches it and hits me . I'm in a lot of pain but I'm still trying. I will not go down without a fight.

I try kicking him more and then he gets angrier and kicks me in the side. I start to cry as I hold my side. He climbs on me and began to remove my belt. I start to cry even more when I think about my sister. Is this how she felt.... will I finally be able to see her again I think to myself.

No I won't let that happen. I began to punch him everywhere so I could go make him move. Crying, kicking and punching all at the same time. He reaches for my under wear as he got my pants off. Then I do something I never thought I would do. I stop and relax, he looks up at me and I just stare. " Just do it ... I don't deserve anything else anyway. This way I can be with my sister so make sure to get rid of me after ." When I say this he stops and looks at me.

What? He asked confused. " My sister died this way.. I wish it was me instead but now I can be with her." I break down and start crying more. The truth is I don't want to die yet but I do wish it was me and not my sister. I don't deserve this and I haven't done anything wrong. " Things always happen to the good ones right? I say and he stands up. He looks around and whispered " Your messed up.

I laugh at the irony in that and cry my eyes out. As I'm curled up with nothing but my torn up shirt and underwear on I do the only thing that would really help me .... shut out all my feelings. I stop myself from crying more as I move my foot back and kick him right in between his legs. I grab my pants and put them on . I hold my side and I know there are cuts and bruises. I kick him more and more until he is no longer moving.

I run home as fast as I can and I see my phone laying on the side walk. I must have dropped it. I picked it up and it only had one small crack. I walk holding my side all the way to my house . I open the door and Collapsed on the floor. All I feel is pain and not just physically. All I wanted to to was have fun with my friends .

Now all I could think about is how am I gonna hide this from Taehyung and the group ... I don't want them to worry. I hear a knock on the door and slowly stand up trying not to make a sound I look out the peep hole and see that it's Taehyung. He knocks again and it breaks my heart to have to not let him in. I want to open it so badly when I hear him call out my name.

Slowly I broke down at the sound of his voice but stopped when I started to cry. I was afraid he would hear me and know that I was there. I hey his footsteps walking away from me. I wanted to open the door and run to him but I would be in pain and hurt because then he would worry about me. I listen closely as I hear him walking away. I'm sorry I say under my breath.

* time skip*
I wake up to a headache and body pain. I don't want to but I force myself to get out of bed. I didn't get sleep last night because all I could think about was how the man didn't even care about how he touched me. I was hurt and all he said was your messed up. He is the messed up one. I put on a long sleeve hoodie and some baggy jeans . I look a little like a boy but hey what's wrong with that.

I make my way slowly to the kitchen to get something to eat and drink. I pick up my phone and see that everybody was texting me. Everybody panicking. I stroll down all the text and see how worried they are which is what I didn't want.

* texts

TaeTae❤️: Jane are u ok?
TaeTae❤️: Did u forget about the plan to meet up at the tree?
TaeTae ❤️: where are u?
TaeTae ❤️: ok your not texting back are u mad at me about something?!
TaeTae ❤️: PLEASE ANSWER!!😥
TaeTae ❤️:  I came to your house and u didn't answer what's going on?!!

Group chat👽: Jane where are you ?
Group chat👽: it's Becca, yuri, aj and kj
Group chat👽: JANE ?!!
Group chat👽: ok u making us worried and we don't like it .
Group chat👽: girl if something happened and u not telling we gonna beat yo-
Group chat👽: please text us back

☀️ hobi: hey where are u?
☀️hobi : Taehyung is freaking out saying u are not home?
☀️hobi : ok u are kinda freakin me out are u ok please answer.
☀️hobi : I'm trying not to become j-nope ANSWER!!... please
☀️hobi: 😥😭 JANEEEEEEEEEEEE come baCk!!!!!!!!

MEOW MEOW😐: can u answer one of us please I'm freakin out but I'm trying to seem calm.
MEOW MEOW😐: ok your not helping what's going on ...... 😒😤.

MOCHI 🐥: CAN U PLEASE ANSWER!!!!
( 3 Miss Calls)
MOCHI🐥: ANSWER ME WOMEN!!
MOCHI 🐥: v and suga said if u can't talk to them u can't talk to anyone so they are taking up phones

* back to normal
I smile at the care that is coming from them but I'm sad because I don't think I can tell them anything soon. I know they are going to be hurt either way but this way seems like it would keep them a little more happy. All I need to do is just lie and act happy until I can say something.

All of this just so I can smile again.

A/n so for some reason this chapter seem short to me but that's ok. I know it seems a little sad rn but I hope u like it. Remember you nice keep going.😁