Crush - a Kyman fanfic

The End.

Kyles POV
Im.. Im ready. He should be here any minute now. I keep looking over my shoulder and checking my phone, my heart thumping in my chest. I've been to his house a million times.. but this time feels like it's gonna be something really different today.
Eric: Kahl?
I spin round to look at him..and there he is. Smiling deeply at me.
Eric: You ready?
Kyle: yea.
He puts out his hand in front of me.. it kinda caught me off guard. I look around.. not here. I can't do it here..
I start walking forward, he follows after.
There's a million thoughts running through my mind...I feel so warm when I'm with him. It's all I ever want.. just to be with him. He makes me so happy..
I didn't realise how fast he walked. Or maybe I'm just.. walking slowly. I look around again, no one seems to be in sight. I exhale.
I jog over to him and catch up. I take his hand and wrap my fingers around his palm. He looks up, flustered. We make eye contact that doesn't break for many moments. We both smile deeply, his icy blue eyes staring deep into mine, the feeling of his hand on mine. I've never felt like this before...
We continue to walk down the road, turn the corner past the bus stop. People staring is the last thing I could care about right now.
I can't help but notice his constant glances in my direction. Every time he looks at me.. I get butterflies. That sounds super gay.. but.. I don't care anymore. For real. I just.. i like him. And.. he's looking at me again. I rest my head on his shoulder as we continue to walk.

We arrive at his house. He lets go of my hand to reach for his keys. The door swings open and we both step inside.
Eric: my mom won't be home for a couple hours.
Kyle: cool, cool.

We jog upstairs and come into his room. Which is way bigger than mine, might I add.
We both sit up on his soft bed at opposite ends.
It's silent. But my mind isn't.. we both stare at each other, breathless, neither of us saying a word.
Kyle: can I ask you a question?
Eric: sure Kahl.
Kyle: what you said at school.. do you.. do you like me? Is it really true?
He looks at me. Takes off his hat.
Eric: yea.. yea I do. I.. I really do.. and I just..I'm sorry..
Kyle: what?
He looks down.
Eric: it's.. it's been going on for years. I can't help myself. And I don't know why I was such a dick to you..
His eyes start to gloss up even more, his face heating up. I nudge closer to him and rest my hand on his shoulder.
Kyle: it's okay, Eric. I get it. And I forgive you.
Eric: you.. you really do?
Kyle: of course. I mean.. I don't know why.. I can't ever stay mad at you. Ever. It's always sorta been an issue.
Eric: I'm sorry
Kyle: no no! Don't be it's, it's not your fault. What I'm trying to say is.. I like you a lot. And I never could hold anything against you. I never hated you.. I always just convinced myself that I did because I didn't know how to feel I guess.. but. I know now..
Eric: what do you know?
I look him straight in the eyes, our faces closer, my hand held in his.
Kyle: I love you. I love you eric cartman.

we kissed. It just.. happened. I had never felt this fucking happy in my entire life.
I can't remember who kissed who.. but what I know is that is was the most insane moment that has ever really happened to me ever. And I don't regret it. I love him. I'm in love with him. God.. I hope this lasts forever.