Ana's story

Forget

I wish I could forget so much
I wish I could forget the pain
I wish I could forget the love
Life is never easy and I know that
I had to learn it the hard way
But it's ok I've survived this long haven't I?
I want to forget everything that happened
The two years I spent acting like a love sick puppy
I want to forget my past and move on
I will
It might take some time
But I'm willing to wait because if I don't
I might fall again I have found someone new
I know you might think "oh she dates around a lot"
I spent two years in an abusive relationship
I may not have made it seem that way on here
I wanted everyone to think we were perfect
We were not he mentally abused me
I am glad he is out of my life
I have found a new boyfriend
He's just as scared of messing this up as I am it's been nearly half a year
Since my ex left and I only now just found a new boyfriend
I took my time to be committed to someone new
I had a few flings yes
But what can you expect out of a heart broken girl

Everything I knew was gone
Even me
I have moved on so there will no longer be poems about him unless they are past poems I want to share

                                                           Love Ana Sparks ⚡️