When I started cutting I told no one
I didn't tell my boyfriend, my friends who were doing/going through
the same shit as me I kept it private
I didn't want a parade of people telling me "it'll be ok", "you shouldn't do that it's bad", or shit like "I'm always here if you need me" and the one
I hate the most is "I understand"
NO NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU NEVER WILL CAUSE YOURE NOT ME EVERYONES ANA, DEPRESSION, BULIMIA, ANXIETY, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE IS UNIQUE TO THEM
NOT ONE CASE IS THE SAME SO STOP TRYING TO PUT US IN A BOX
we're not the same and you'll never get it or me truly unless you walk
a lifetime in my shoes cause a day
won't ever let you full understand why
I'm the way I am so please stop stop
saying you understand or
you've gone through this cause
you've never been in my position never
And please don't say oh it's just
a phase I hate that cause it might not be it might last forever you
don't know so don't assume you
fucking asshole cause you don't "get it"
so fuck you and everything
you stand for.
Sincerely, Ana Sparks
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Ana's story
PuisiThese are poems I've written in times when I have thoughts either about suicide, anorexia, depression, and many other problems I have the "pleasure" to be graced with but it's ok I'm surviving and someday I'll make it through this I hope that day co...
