One shot story

Too late

❝Too late❞

"H-hi Ivan kamusta."I was looking at her for a while, reading her eyes.

"Hi, Ashley I'm good."I faked a smile before walking toward the others.

I clenched my fist, 2 years.. But still he still felt the pain eveytime he looks at her.

"Babe? Are you okay?"I smiled at my girlfriend and snake my arms around her shoulders.

"Yes babe."she smiled sweetly when I kissed her forehead, I caught a glimpse of ashley she was looking at us with a painful expression and sadness on her eyes.

"I love you babe."bella hugged my waist, I smiled at her.

"I know babe."I answered turning all my attention to bella.

I gritted my teeth, leisure had no right to feel pain, Siya yung dapat makaramdan non.

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I shoved my hands on my pocket, I closed my eyes feeling the night air and the smell of the sea.

"Bakit hindi ka pa natutulog?"I didn't move a muscle, I know it was her.

"Go away ash."I clenched my fist when she touched my arms.

"You don't have the right to touch me ash, not anymore."she backs out.

Then I heard her whimper like she was in real pain, I should be the one hurting right now.

"Can you take me back please? I miss you so much.. Van.."I opened my eyes as I face her.

"Ginagago mo ba ako lei, you f*cking left me hanging on our wedding day!"I bit my lower lip to stop myself from bursting.

"Alam mo kung bakit! Kapatid kita!"

"Ash step sister kita hindi kapatid, we're not blood related."

"I'm sorry.. I don't want your dad abandoning you.."

"Oh f*ck it! Kaya kitang buhayin ash! Don't you trust me? Ash! You f*cking promised me! I'm f*cking hurt until nowpain

She cried and dropped on her knees.

"Please stop I already love bella and I can't live without her.. Ash hindi lahat ng oras maghahabol ako sayo, marunong ako mapagod."I left her crying, I can't be with her even for a minute, I might turn back into that guy who go weak just because she begged.

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"Ash! F*ck! Wake up"

"Call the ambulance!"

"Faster! F*ck! Breath ash!"

My forehead creases and dragged myself out of the bed, I opened the door and saw my brothers panicking.

My gaze dropped to the girl lying on the floor blood was running down from her wrist.

"Ivan! Ivan help us carry her!"I was frozen for a second, I didn't breath while looking at her.

"Ivan!"I gained my consciousness back and carried ash.

"Ash.. Wake up.."I was checking her pulse from time to time.

"Ash.. F*cking wake up.."A sob came out of my mouth as I hugged her.

"Ash..come on! Baby come on!" I cupped her face.

"Please don't leave me.. Come on! Wake up! Baby.."I hugged her tightly.

She didn't even budge.
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"Here.. It was in her room."I opened the paper.

[Hi baby, I'm stopping the pain now.. I'm glad that you found someone you really love.. Yun lang ang hinihintay ko.. You forgetting about me.. Don't feel guilty tho, I made this decision on my own.. I don't think I can live another day feeling regrets and suffering this pain I love you so much it hurts—

My gaze turns to the dead body in front me.

Too late..

—Written by Ivan matsunaga