unrequited | h.hyunjin

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❝ i'm so sorry if my room's messy and untidy. i didn't have time to clean it up cause i am sick. ❞ i explained to hyunjin, feeling the heat crept up to my face.

❝ it's fine, ❞ he quietly said, ❝ where's seungminie? i need to pick him up immediately cause i still have to go to other places. it's really important so can you? ❞

i nodded and gave him a smile.

❝ sure. he's at my room. let's go. ❞

as we walk together side by side, i can still feel the heat on my face! this is embarrassing! i'm blushing as hell!

we stopped as we already reached the door to my room. ❝ here is my room. you may enter first. ❞

he casually entered my room without saying anything and i followed.

❝ hyung! ❞ seungmin squeaked.

❝ how are you feeling? ❞ hyunjin asked, concerned visible in his eyes.

and i then just realized, he asked seungmin how he feels but he never asked me how i feel.

i wish he's also concerned about me but i was just making myself believe like a fool. but i really am a fool for him.

i'm hurt.

❝ i feel dizzy. . . ❞ he tried to stand but just sit down right away, holding his head.

❝ i told him to rest for a second but he didn't listen. he was excited to get up. . . ❞ hana reported as if she's on a duty.

❝ let's go, the others are looking for you. ❞

seungmin wasn't able to bid a proper goodbye to us as hyunjin pulled him to his feet and stormed out.

❝ please tell mr. ahn that i'm going! ❞ i heard him say.

❝ why you have a sad face? ❞ hana asked after when she saw me sitting on my bed, staring blankly at the wall.

❝ i'm not sad. who says i'm sad? ❞ i joked as i flashed her a fake smile. ❝ oh? really? ❞

i nodded. ❝ yes. why ask? ❞

❝ i was observing you earlier. you seemed a mixture of sad and hurt? ❞

❝ is it about hyunjin? ❞ she guessed then sighed, ❝ obviously, it is about him. ❞

i squeezed my eyes right. ❝ no talks about him for now, please. ❞

she giggled as if mocking me. ❝ he somehow lost some weight. ❞

huh? ❝ how come you'd noticed that? ❞ how come i didn't notice it? ❝ is he also on a diet? ❞

she shoot her both hands up. ❝ woah. hold it right there. don't ask me that. you think i know about it? am i his nanny or something? ❞ she sarcastically said.

i groaned and slumped back down to my bed while covering my face out of frustration.

i sometimes wanted to hit hana. she's sometimes either sarcastic or straightforward and i hate it.

❝ but he did really lose weight. it's like he already thin but he got like thinner than his usual thin, get it? ❞

❝ like a skeleton? ❞ i wanted to make myself laugh but i realized it ain't funny. ❝ yes. like a ske– i mean no! you're harsh to your crush. ❞

i raised my hand, aiming at her, ❝ oh, please. get out before i can't control myself. ❞

she smirked and didn't bother to say goodbye. b-bitch!

author's note!

hello there! y'all think
hyunjin's got a problem
as to why he's acting
like that?