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Okay, so before you read this. Make sure you have the Start again... chapter II first. Bcs, the first chapter and some of the chaps that has been missing is there to. So, read the other one first, then this. Kay? Sorry if this confusing ! Lol AND ALSO! Sorry for my typos... i was like.. 12 when i made this.. so okay !
Love, Megs.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I said, sobbing. Looking at his smirk.
"This is wasting my time. You are wasting my time. Would you just go?" He groans, and pointed at the door.
"No! I need to know! I thought everything was real! And i-" "Stop it. We're done. I'm done. This is stupid"
He sighs and groans at the same time.
"No!"
"Amanda! Go!"
"No!"
"Amanda"
"No!"
I open my eyes and saw Calvin helding me in his arms. Tight, keeping me calm.
My eyes are tired,my body is shaking, it's sweating.
I closed my eyes, and let Calvins smell came up to my nose.
I'm used to this. Everyday of my life.
I dreamed, i woke up maybe with a shout or somethings, Calvin is always beside me when i wake up, shaking me up to wake up.
"You okay?" Calvin said, letting go of me, and rubbing circles to my back. I sigh, and nodded.
I kept silence, he knows what this silence means.
I dont want to talk about a thing about this time. Nothing.
"Hey, you need to get over it baby girl" I glared my eyes at him for calling me that, and he just nodded.
"Fine. Come on. If you don't want to talk about it. Get ready it's 7, you need to get ready" He stood up, and patted my back.
"Ready for what?" My voice is breaking.
He gave me little laugh "College"
My eyes grew wide, i threw my back to my bed again. And let out a groan.
"Come on!" He shook his head and walk out from my room.
"Fine! Atleast i wont see those Parents to much" I sigh, and stood up. I pack everything up, well. I dont know if tossing everything i see in the closet is called packing.
After that, i take my shower. And het ready.
I ran downstairs feeling needed to eat my ice cream. No need to take my suitcase, Goerge will take it to the car.
"Good morning" my mom said as i walk to the fridge to take my ice cream.
I rolled my eyes, not minding if i hurt her or whatever.
I hated my mother, she never there for me on the time i need her the most.
Never.
She is always just busy with her works and whatever.
I rolled my eyes once more, and close the fridge door shut, and walk to the first room on this house. I sat on the couch, and started eating my half Oreos Ice Cream.
Gosh.... This is so good.
"You better go now" My mom said, taking a sit next to me, but i slide futther away from her.
"No, you said 9, not 8" I shook my head, and started eating again my ice cream.
"Better not be late on the first day" She started to joke, and i just rolled my eyes.
"Fine whatever, thank god i'll be leaving this hell hole" I said, trying to offense her. I throw the ice cream bucket to the garbage can which is now empty and i turned around. And look at my mom who is giving me a weak smile, and opening her arms fot me.
No way.
I sigh, and opened the door and jogged myself to the car. I open my phone and started to check my Indtagram.
"You know, you could just say "goodbye"" Calvin said, i groan and turn on the radio.
Bang Bang by Jessie J, Ariana Grande, and Nicki Minaj is playing.
I tapped my hands on my thighs following the beat of the song, but stopped when Calvin turns it off.
"Cav!" I shouted, he shook his head and i just groan.
I plug my earphones and played Bang Bang.
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"Amanda Rivers" Calvib said to the beuatiful girl who is the registeration girl. "Okay, just sign this and you're ready" I sigh, and started to sign everything.
"I'm Cal-" "Shut up" I look up, and saw Calvin giving me a death glare.
I gave him a shrug, and continued to sign all of those papers.
I gave the papers back to the girl, and she smiles.
"Okay,here are your books and thisbis your squeduele. Your parents has organized all the class you're in" I gave her a nod, and look at the squeduele.
Music.
Arts.
English.
Well, 3 class is better then more right?
"I guess that is all, welcome to Schofield" she gave me a warm smile, and i just nodded. "And for you i'm enganged" i brust into a deep full free laugh at him.
He's cheeks are burning red.
Burning.
"Come on, mr. Red cheeks"
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Here we are, just opening the door and saw 2 beds on the sides of the room.
But, one of them id already messed up, and already designed. So, my roommate is already here, i believe.
"Roommate" He mocks, i rolled my eyes and punch his arm.
He squeezed in pain, and i just shrug.
This punching and things are usual for us. He is the only one i had shared my time or laugh with. Calvin.
My big old brother.
He puts my black Nike suitcase on the side of my bed.
"Listen Amanda, i need you to promise me something" I rolled my eyes, and gave him a weird look.
"Just hear me out, i just want you to try to make fri-" "No can do" i said, cutting him off. Knowing exactly what he mean. "Amanda, you need to. I want you to be better. Please" He begs.
"Fine, but if i cant make any. I cant force them" He gave me a smile and nodded.
"So i said to him, i-" I heard people chattering on my door, so i look there and saw 2 people there. One is a girl, with light brunnette hair, and a soft face.
And the other one is a curly headed boy, has tatts, and very pink lips.
"Oh uh-hi, you must be Amanda" i gave her a nod, as she walks towards me and hands me her hand. I could feel Calvins smirking at me right now.
"I'm Lilian,your roommate" I nodded, and shake her hand.
"That's my pal, Harry" he didnt smile or whatever, just held up his hand.
"Uh-this is my brother. Calvin" E gave Lilian a smile, so did she.
"I better go" Harry said suddenly, lilian held her tumbs up so he leaves.
"Yeah, me to. I got some work to do"
work! No, it's Sunday!
"Bye" he fastly kissed my head, and ran towards the door and dissapeared.
GREAT. He did this on purpose.
