Hello!!!!! Wish me luck for the exams! Thanks! And enjoy.. :) -meggie
"Really?" Trisha gaves Zayn a smile. "Yes, 100% trust me, mom" Zayn nodded, and they both are staring at me. "Uh-i" I shuttered looking at Zayn who is giving me an evilish wink. Asshole
"Please, this is really important, i would very much appreciate it" Trisha beggs, giving a smile full of hope. I take a look at Zayn, who is giving me a smirk. Gosh, he is such a pain.
"I-don't-okay" I said. Letting out a little breath. I heard Zayns laughter beside, and i immedietly punch him in the arm. "Thank you very much Amanda, now off to the stage" Wait... the song.. "Song?" I ask, while i walked to the stage.
"Doniya says her favourite song is Because of you by Kelly Clarkson. Know that song?" I quickly nodded. Well yeah, that's the song i always heard since him... oh my god!
WHAT IF I CRIED WHILE SINGING THAT SONG!
"Okay, break a leg" Trisha waved at us. And i enter the little stage, sounds of clapping hands filled the room. Great...
My stomach feels tingling, the air felt so hot, but it's cold, my body felts so heavy, i just felt i wanna pass out, why do i ever accepeted to come...
"I can't do this" i mouthed to Zayn who is standing on the first line of the audience, while an unknown person gave me the mic. "Yes you can" Zayn mouthed. Zayn smiles. "Okay" i let out a small breath, and closed my eyes. I could hear the band behind me. Chattering about something."Ready?" The band says."Really? Should i really answer that?"
I heard his little chuckles behind me, but i don't give a shit!
I'm nervous as shit! Could you imagine if i forget the lyrics? What if i choked? What if i accedently broke the mic? What if they dont like my voice? What if i-
"Positive thingking Amanda "
"Inhale... Exhale... Inhale... Exhale..."
My inner mind says. I take a deep breath first, and heard the band are already playing the intro. I closed my eyes, and opens my mouth and..
Ooooh
Hm...
I will not make the same mistake that you did
I... will not let my self cause my heart so nuch missery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
'Ive learn the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the side walk
Because of you
I learn to play on the same side so i dont get hurt
Because of you
I found it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
