HII Y'ALL!!! WATCHA DOIN? (Issabella) OMG! HOLIDAY!!!!! YASSS! HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY GUYS!
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--Zayns POV--
I saw Amanda walks inside his brother room, and everytime i saw her eyes since we have arrived, her eyes has never sparkle. It's just pure of scared, guilt, and most of all sadness.
I glanced to Lilian, who is shaking down. She's just sitting there. Silence. Maybe i should go and calm her down.
I crouched down to Lilian and whisper. "It's okay. He'll be okay" Lilian look at me. And gave me a little forced smile.
I know that she and everybody doesn't like me very much, since that. But, i'm trying my best to be a friend here.
"Zayn" Amandas mom called. "Yes, mrs. Rivers?" I stood up, and walk to her. "Uh-not mrs. Rivers. It's mrs. Robertson." She says. Shit.. "I'm sorry, mrs. Robertson" I said. "It's okay, just call me Pam" She simply says. I quickly nodded.
"Could i talk with you for a moment?" She tapped her fingers to the empty chair next to her. "Sure mrs. Ro-I mean. Pam" i corrected myself and take a sit next to her.
"Uh-where to begin?" She says. I tapped my fingers, feeling kinda scared. She's Amandas mother for god sakes...
"Uhm i guess, i wanna say thank you" i gulped. "For what? Mrs-i mean Pam?" She smiles a little and continues. "For making her happy again" She smiles.
"Again?" I have no idea where this conversations gonna end. "Yes, since he-" I furrowed my eyebrows at her. She take a breath, and look down. "She hasn't tell you, am i correct?" I just simply nod. Cause i have no freaking clue what Pam's talking about.
"Zayn, may i ask you something?" She asks. "Sure." "What do you like about her?" She says, helding my hand. "Uh-i-i don't know" i shook my head. "I just.. The first time i saw her, her eyes. Is.. Filled with something that i don't know. And i-" "It's Hurt" she cut me off. "Excuse me?" I ask.
"Yes, when she was 15. She had a boyfriend" She let out a breath. "And when their first anniversery. She says she wants to make a surprise for him, and when she got there. Everything just got out of hand" She says. Looking down to her feet. "Pam, what do you mean by out of hand?"
She take a deep breath first, and says. "She said-well not her. Calvin told me this. When she arrived at his house, she was planning a surprised thing. And when she knocks. She saw a girl. And he was y'know. Cheating on her." I realised i was tighting my fist.
Cheated? That means that PRICK hurt her! That PRICK played her little heart!
"And.. they fought. She has been torn since then, one week later me and robert, my ex. Divorced. And couple of weeks later, i said that me and George are getting married. Maybe that is a bad idea on that moment. Because.." Pams eyes are dreading to drop tears. "And.. She has been very torn since then. Everytime i want to talk to her, she pushes me away"
She stops for a second to take a breath, and continue. "When i want to hug her or everything, she always threw me away, i should've be there for here. I should've"
She always has these nightmares, she cries everynight. It's really hard to have her trust. The only person she trust is Calvin. What suprises me is. You." She calm her self, and hold my hand. "She seems really trust you" i look up at her, and her eyes are just.. Happiness
"But, today. She held my hand. She held my hand" she starts to tearing up.
"I would never ever forgive my self for not being there for her. I would never can" "Pam, it-"
"That's the first time since that happend to her. I just want to say thank you" She cuts me off and started to cry. "Pam, it's n-" i cancelled my words when i saw Amanda walking out from the room. I instantly got up and threw her a big hug.
She started to sobbed on my Blue Shirt.
So that what happends to her.
That is the reason she was so closed the first time i saw her.
She had been hurt.
"Ssht.." i said. Softly running my hand to her hair.
"I can't lose him Zayn. I can't"
She started.
"Ssht... He won't. I'm here for you"
"I'm here" I gave her a kiss on her forehead, and hugged her so tight again.
It hurts to think that she can't lose his brother. I mean i know she trust her brother so much. She loves him.
It hurts...
--Lilians POV--
I walk inside that room. Just feeling to die. I saw him there. Laying. Unconcious. I quickly sit next to him. And just stare at him.
His lips is cut, his face. His arm. "Calvin? Could you hear me?" I said. Maybe i'm just talking to myself. He ofcourse cannot hear me. "Calvin? It's me. Lilian" i said. Holding his hand. His hand is really cold. "Cav, why are you cold? Are you freezing?" I ask. I quickly got up. And search for a blanket on the little drawer. Finnaly i found one.
I walk quickly to him, and close half of his body with the white-green blanket. I stood there, holding his hand. "This is some shitty world huh?" I said. Laughing at myself. I wipe my tears away. Cause i know he wouldnt like to see me crying.
"Hey, you need to be strong okay?" I said, scrunching my head. "Remember when you take me to that little park, we almost got lost because you forget where you parked your car" i giggled at myself.
"Y'know what cav? Before, i always thinks that i would never gonna met that one person. That one person who will be there, that one person who i would never get rid from my head" i stopped. To get some air.
"And then. I met you" i said. Tears are running down on my cheeks. "I met you. I met you, Cav" i said. Squeezing his hand a little. I wipe the remaining tears that are still on my cheeks. "And, i don't know if i would ever gonna meet someone like you. Again" I said, my voice is already breaking.
"Just please.. Don't go" I said. More like a whisper.
"Don't go Cav.. Amanda need you."
"Your family needs you"
I move my head to his ear and whispers.
"I need you"
I kissed his forehead and started to walk out the room.
I would do anything, to bring him back.
If i have to give him my kidney, arm, or whatever. I would.
Anything for him..
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