HALO!!! ZI IS LIKE 22!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It has been 3 months since i've been in this college. And Calvin is still on his coma. I hate the doctor! He lied to me! He said he will be back for a couple of days. It's already 3 months!
Like, how the hell?!?!? I even almost punch that stupid nurse when she says i need to be patient, but Lilian and Zayn held me.
i was like yelling and stuffs to the doctors and nurses. And Parents are like Lilian and Zayn. They're trying to keep me calm and not ripped those stupid idiots so called Helpers.
Today, it is Monday. And i have one class. Music! Yas!
I'm on my college right now so is Lilian. We both decided to just let the nurses take care of him. Well, ofcourse we still checks him every week and stuffs. But i still missed him though. God, i missed him.
I missed him when he always bangs the door when i used the toilet to long. Not for getting dress like every other girls does. I used it to long because i always ends up playing my phone.
I missed him when he would tease me when i'm in a bad mood, and it will always ends up i yelling at him or punch him or kick him or sometimes had a little fight with him.
I missed how he would always finds away to makes me laugh.
I missed how he always be there for me. Cheering me up when i needed help.
I missed him.
Very much.
Me and Zayns Family are getting closer now. Especially with Doniya. She is very nice with me. We've hang out couple of times now, and we're actually very close.
"Amanda, it's already 10 to 8, you're not getting ready for you're class?" Lilian suddenly threw her pillow directly to my face. Making my thoughts dissapear.
"Oh yeah. Thanks. But" my smile fade, and grab the pillow that fells beside my thigh, and threw it directly to her face. But, i missed.
"That's the first"
My mind mocks at me.
"Missed me" Lilian puts her tounge out at me. I just rolled my eyes at me. "I'm going to my class now. See you on.. 12? Cafeteria?"
I gave hee a quick nod and stood up, Lilian waved at me and dissapears.
I grab my dark red underwear and Bra, and take it to the bathroom with me. And my Towell is already there.
I got inside and take off the cloths i wore. I got inside the shower, and started thinking.
Harry.
3 months ago, he promised me to tel what's the thing with Zayn. And he hasnt!
God! How can i forget?!?!
Maybe i should ask him later.
Okay...
I open my phone, and click play Thinking of You by Katy Perry
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I finnaly walk out from the Bathroom, and already weats my underments. I'm not in the mood for dressing,so i just wore a Dark purple shirt, and a pair of blue jeans. I wore my converse, and head out.
i put on my earphones, and started to play I surrender by Celine Dion.
"Cause i surrender everyday..."
i started singing, quietly though. I don't have a good voice. Would you like imagine, if you don't have a good voice, and you're singing soo loud. That would be such a big embarassment.
