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"Please dont do this" i said, i tried to held his hand, but he shove me away. "Do what amanda? Just let it go, you are nobody to me" He said. Tears are falling down my face, i take a look at the girl, and she just gave me a smile. That slut! "Amanda?" I shook my head. "Amanda!"
"AMANDA!" I quickly got up from my sleep, i was breathing so fast, my hands are shaking, i'm sweating, and i know that it happends again. The dreams. The memories. Of him. "Amanda?" I look up, and saw Lilian, her face is really scared. "Amanda, it happend again?" I hid my face with my hands, and nodded. "Amanda, you really need to get over him. It"s not good for you" Lilian says, parting my head. I nodded.
She is right. I need to get over it! If i dont! My life is gonna be just like this! "I dont know how" i said. Lilian sighs and take a sit next to me. "First. Go hang out. Make friends" she suggested. I sigh and nodded. Right.. friends.
She took a look at her handwatch and stood up. "C'mon get ready, it's 7, and i believe you got class on thursday" Shit! She's right. I have Arts today, on 9 a.m, i sigh, and stood up. Lilian open her purse, and put some make up on her. I dont like it, wearing make up and stuffs, it's such a waste of time. I take my towell, and head up to the bathroom. I was glad that this college has a bathroom on the dorm. If not, i i would've walk outside with only a towell.
--15 minutes--
I walk outside, and spotted Lilian standing up, she's wearing a black navi knee hight dress, her hair is curled, she's wearing a not to high black heels, and, she just look stunning. "Where you going with that?" I ask. Taking out my clothes, i just grab a pair of grey leggings, and a white V neck shirt. "On a date" Lilian says. She gave me a wink, i just gave her a little laugh. "With who?" She froze a minute, but gave me a smile. Okay? "Someone" she gave me a smile, but i just nodded. Deciding not to push it "Well.. see you later, and please.. go out, hang out, make friends, and dont cry again. Okay?" I gave her a smile, and nodded. She smiles and walks out from our dorm.
I took a breath, and wear the clothes i gad picked. I take my phone from it charger, my arts book, and my earphons, just in case that it will be boring. I walk outside of the room. But my mind flew into Zayn. I shout at him yasterday, he saw me crying, again. What should i do? He must be really confused. But what makes me confused is, why did he came for me? Why did he checks on me?
My mind stops when i ran into a wall. Ugh.. i walk outside of the dorms building, and head up to the Arts building. I walk inside and searched for my class. I found it and walk inside the class, and the class started.
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The ball rangs, and we all walks out from the class, and i noticed a bly that i leave yasterday. Zayn. He looks so good with a blue denim jacket, black top underneath it, and a pair of black skinny jeans. I sigh and walk to him. What should i say to him? What will he say to me? Would he shout? Whould he ask questions about yasterday? The real question is.. why am i so nervous? It's just Zayn for gods sakes!
"Uh-wha?" "Wanna grab lunch?" Zayn cuts me off. I furrows my eyebrows. He says that? Not Shouting or else? What the hell? "W-what?" I said. I'm still confused of him, but in the same time, i'm realife his not asking about what happend yasterday. "Wanna go grab lunch?" He repeated. Giving me a smile. "I-i don-" "Try make some friends, or atleast just me" Lilians' words came into my mind. She's right. I need to make friends, or atleast one. I need...
"Uh-yeah sure" i said. Zayns' face is filled with a big wide smile, and happiness. "Great, let's go" He says. Well, what will happend? It's just a lunch. With Zayn.
We walk outside of the building, and walk to the park, not the cafeteria. "I thought you said Lunch" i said, tapping Zayn's shoulder. "Yeah i know" Zayn shrugs. I sigh, and we walk side by side to the main entrance of the building. I spot a really beautiful black Ferrari on the corner of the parking lot. Did i said beautiful?
