Broken Glass

Chapter 1

/Virgil's P.O.V/ (P.s. at the moment they do not know Virgil's real name)

I sat alone in my room silent cries escaping my lips as I tried to gasp for air. Leaving my body trembled to rot into the floorboard beneath my crumpled knees. "Why now?!" I internally yelled at myself.

My hands pulled at my hair as if that was my anchor keeping me afloat in this vast sea of demons.

"Anx-?"

"Damn it" I hissed to myself. It was Roman; of all God damn people, it was Roman. Frantically trying to calm myself down I used the trick that Patton had showed Thomas one time...

I slowly counted to 5 taking deep breaths in and deep breaths out.

"Anxiety! Do not ignore me I can hear you shuffling around in your dark emo layer! Come out now!" I could hear the annoyance in his voice.

My body started to stiffen again as I slowly responded "Y-yes?" I cursed myself for stuttering.

Mistake

Worthless

Can't even speak right

Stupid

Kill yourself

Cut

Cut

Cut...

I could hear the venom in the words that stuck to the back of my mind like gasoline to a flame; they only grew.

"Hey, Anx- I apologize for yelling at you earlier..."

My eyes widened as my chest felt a little lighter "Princey is apologizing to me?!" my mind reveled at this thought but as being Anxiety I questioned it "Why?" My voice came out clear this time but a little harsher than I had wished for it to be.

"Well, Patton told me that you looked hurt so I-"

I quickly cut him off "of course he is only doing this because Patton told him too..." my heart felt a great wave of pain as I spoke "So you didn't come here because you cared. Just because someone told you to." This did not come out as a question and I did not intend it to be. Questions only leave more room for pain and denial. A truth you do not wish to see but know it is there.

I could almost hear him run his fingers through his hair in annoyance "Well yeah it's not like it wasn't your fault for making Thomas have an Anxiety attack!" His words felt like glass against my bare skin.

"Okay, Princey. I got it already alright! Just leave me alone and let me just fade away in peace!" I yelled through gritted teeth.

"Splendid! That is the best news yet! Thomas would be so much happier without you and frankly, I would be as well!" He stormed off leaving me an emotional wreck. I quickly turned towards my bathroom fumbling through the drawers until I felt it, a small thin piece of silver trimmed into a fine blade. My old blood still soaking its sharp features.

I pressed the blade to my already scarred wrist

1 cuts

Freak

2 cuts

Disorder

3 cuts... 4

My arm started pooling blood as I just stared at it in amazement. The deep crimson red was such a beautiful color and the smell of iron filled my dark bathroom the blood slowly dripping into the black sink.

Do you want to know the best thing about such a dark room? No one can see your past mistakes as they have simply been covered, not erased but just visible enough for you to still remember them.

My eyes started to go splotchy as the world around me started to cave in. I fell to the ground in a small black heap.

"Ah... so this is what dying feels like?"

"So peaceful..." I closed my eyes everything around me fading into nothing but black.

"so... peacefully quiet."

/A.N/

Hey, you guys I so apologize for the short chapter! I will be continuing the story very shortly once I get the time to do so! So just stay in the loop! If there are any spelling errors or if something did not flow please let me know!