i've been trying to figure this out for a long time you can say that i gave up and that the decisions were mine and okay, i'll take the responsibility if it makes you feel any better, i'll even take the blame but what remains is the fact that there's nothing i wouldn't want for you because you are a temple of brilliance there isn't a thing that you wouldn't be able to accomplish i'm proud of you for being in my life and i'm proud of you for loving me i'm actually thrilled you had the guts to run and hide i guess we can both agree that it was a long time coming i liked the expectations we could not meet i liked the walls we built i like the challenges that we set up for each other maybe you took them too seriously maybe i didn't take them seriously enough the end came because there was nowhere left to go.